Paranormal Hunters- CB✔️

'I Wasn't Your Biological Father'

Like I said in my TRAP House imagines book, I have unfortunately got COVID which is making me really tired at the moment. I had started this chapter before I was ill but just finished it this morning. Updates will probably be slow until I feel better ❤️

"So what did the doctor say?" Tara asks as Devyn hands me a glass of wine
"That this pill I'm on now doesn't agree with me so I need to swap over to another one"
"Isn't this like the 3rd one you've tried?" Kat asks sitting next to me
"Yup. Tempted to get Colby to just use condoms again. The first one gave me terrible acne, the second I was allergic to and now this one I'm just sick with it all the time"
"It's weird. I've been on the same one for years and I've been fine" Devyn says
"Obviously the universe just doesn't want me to be safe" I chuckle
"So what are you and Colby doing at the moment then?" Cassie takes a sip of her drink
"Practicing unsafe sex. Anytime I feel sick now or look a little bloated I worry that I'm pregnant"
"But would that be such a bad thing? I mean you both want kids maybe this is a sign"
"I dunno Tara. I'm not ready, Colby and I don't live together at the moment and we're on about moving into another TRAP house. It's just not the right time"
"It will never be the right time, but if your not ready then that's ok. When do you start the new set of pills?" Kat asks
"This week. I need to go and pick up my proscription. These ones I have to stop taking every 3 weeks so basically the week I'm on my period I'm not on contraception but that's fine because Colby and I aren't that freaky" I laugh and the girls laugh along with me

"Talia?"
"Hmm" I look over to Kat
"That letter, have you opened it?" I sigh at Kats question
"No. I'm scared what he might say about me or my mamá. Or what if he says something horrible about Colby or god I don't know I'm just scared"
"I know Sam and Colby said they would open it for you, but would you rather one of us open it?  One of us read it first then if it's horrible we tear it up and throw it" Kat takes my hand in hers and gives it a squeeze. I sigh
"Ok" I get up of the couch and walk into the kitchen opening up on of the draws. I take out the letter and walk back over to the girls and give it to Kat. She takes the envelope from me and opens it up. I watch as she reads, her facial expressions changing ever so slightly every few seconds
"Oh my god" she gasps "Talia you need to listen to this" I frown at Kat "Dear Natalia, I'm writing this letter to you to explain my actions. I've done a lot of soul searching in here and I know what I did to both you and your mother was wrong and I know you can never forgive me, but before I leave this earth I need you to know the truth about your real father"
"What?" I yell and snatch the letter from Kat "I wasn't always abusive, I loved your mother more than anything, but one day we had an argument and we split up. I did everything could to get her back, which somehow worked. A few months later she told me she was pregnant and I was over the moon and when they told us it was going to be a girl I couldn't wait to spoil you. The day you were born was that happiest day of my life, however when you were 3 my whole world turned upside down. You were sick, really sick and you needed blood but your mother wasn't able to give you hers so it had to be me, your father or so I thought. Your mother told me that I couldn't give you my blood. I wasn't your biological father" my hands begin to shake "I couldn't take it, how could your mother do that to me? How could I love a woman who hurt me the way she did? How have I raised a girl who's not mine? I tried to ignore it I really did but I couldn't. I couldn't see you or your mother the same way again" I breath and wipe the tears away as Devyn wraps her arm around me "I'm sorry I couldn't be the father you deserved, I'm grateful for the Brocks and everything the have done for you. If you want to know the name of your biological father his name is in the smaller envelope. Goodbye Natalia, forever" I put down the letter and cry even more. All the girls comfort me "why didn't they tell me? Why didn't anyone tell me?"
"I don't know but there must have been a reason" Devyn says holding me while Kat is rubbing my back
"Do you want to open the other envelope?" Tara asks and I nod my head yes. She hands over the envelope and I take it with shaky hands. I tear open the paper and gasp at the name inside
"What? What does it say?" Xepher ask as I hand it to Kat who gasps
"Oh my god"
"I-I...."
"Do you think he's telling the truth?"
"Guys?" Tara asks
"I don't know" I start to feel sick
"Guys" Devyn yells snapping Kat and I out of our little bubble. We turn to face the others "what does it say"
"Andrew Golbach" Kat says. I stand up and pace the floor
"How? I met Sam in high school. How is this even possible? My mamá moved there when she was older. Why didn't she say anything to me when she met Sam?"
"Talia calm down we don't know if this is definite" Kat stands up and places her hands on my shoulders
"Obviously this Andrew is related to Sam but who is he to him?" Tara asks
"His uncle" i say biting my nails nervously
"So that means Sams..."
"My cousin" I cut Cassie off
"Oh. My. God" Xepher exclaims
"What do I do?"
"Well I think this is a chat for you Sam and Colby" Kat says
"We should go" Devyn says and I nod my head
"I'll give you a lift Devyn" Tara says picking up her keys "Kat do you want a lift as well?"
"Yeah please but let me walk Talia over to Sams, the boys are there"