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Don't Let Your Own Inner Saboteur Ruin Your Happily Ever After"

The next day colby and I film a truth or drink video which completely exposes our relationship, but to be honest if it makes someone laugh then so be it. We also film a few tik toks with the house. I'm now on my laptop replying to emails when Corey sits next to me
"Hey Talia"
"Hi Corey" I smile looking at him before going back to my emails
"How are you doing after the castle series?" I look up to Corey who looks a little nervous
"Errm I don't really know actually" I shrug then put my laptop on the table in front. I swivel round a little so that I'm now facing Corey, my legs are on the couch and my arm is propped up on the back
"You were about to tell me something, something I think is maybe playing on your mind? You can talk to me"
"I know it's just your one of Colby's friends and I..."
"Are you having second thoughts about marrying him?" Corey frowns
"What?" my face pulls a similar expression as him "no far from it, completely opposite actually. It's just" I now look down to my lifting acrylic nails and begin to pick at them "I guess I always thought my mamá would be there and give me away at my wedding and yeah I know I guess I have my biological dad now but it just doesn't seem right if he were to do that. Then the whole idea of having kids scares me to death. I'm meant to go through all of that with my mamá beside me"
"I'm a little confused"
"I guess it just hit me more that I have to do a lot of this on my own with out either my mamá or abuela there after seeing them at the castle"
"So Colby's 5 year plan, you want to extend it?" I sigh and shrug
"It's like I have 2 minds. If I could marry Colby tomorrow I would, but at the same time I don't want to do it if my mamá isn't there. If I found out I was pregnant today I'd be over the moon, but I don't want to do it if she's not there" I finally look back up at Corey after successfully picking off 2 of my nails
"Your mamá and abuela will always be there with you. I guarantee when you go dress shopping they will both make it known which dress they like and which they don't like. They will be there for the wedding I know they will and they will always be with you when you do have kids, but your not alone at all through any of this. None of us could even imagine what you've been through and what you continue to go through, but just because we don't know what it's like doesn't mean we can't help. I know for a fact that all our friends will be there to support you, so will Colby's family and most importantly Colby. You're not alone and will never be. Don't let your own inner saboteur ruin your happily ever after"
"Thank you Corey" I lean across and hug him while he hugs me back
"Group hug" I hear Jake yell walking in from the kitchen with Sam and Colby who both join
"I love you guys"
"We love you Talia" they all yell.

Later that evening I'm putting away some of mine and Colby's washing
"So you gonna tell me what had you all upset earlier?" Colby asks from behind me. I sigh and turn around, it's not fair on Colby if I don't talk to him about what I spoke to Corey about, so I tell him and just like Corey he reassured me that everything is going to be ok and that I'm not alone. He basically said that we will scrap the plan and just let things happen as they happen which makes me feel so much better.

We end up ordering some food and start to watch ghost adventures downstairs with the other boys
"Amor?"
"Yeah"
"Do you think my mamá has ever walked in on us having sex?" Colby bursts out laughing
"Babe where the fuck has that come from?"
"Well I mean ghost are in a way just like us walking about the house. So do you think they've gone 'hum I wonder what my daughter and future son in law are up to' and then they just walk in"
"I don't think you need to worry about it, they would probably hear you both" Jake comments
"Hey" I throw some food at Jake who just picks it up and eats it making me roll my eyes
"What's in this food?" Sam questions looking at the containers of food
"It was a genuine question" I give them all a look as if to say obviously making them all laugh.