Innocent...
I'm so glad that our paths never cross again after the last talk we had. But every time I close my eyes, guilt is always hunting me even though I've already cut our communication.
What was that for? Bakit kailangan kong makaramdam ng lungkot? Tama naman ang naging desisyon ko na hindi na ako makipagkita pa sa kanya 'di ba?
Ayaw kong dumating sa punto na malalaman pa ng pamilya ko ang tungkol sa pagkikita namin dahil alam kong mas lalo lang magkagulo ang lahat.
It's better to avoid him just for the tranquility of everyone.
"What's your order?" I look at Lyndon when he suddenly speaks up.
He gives a menu to me and smiled. Ngumiti naman ako pa balik sa kanya. Like what I've said to him last week, I keep my words to him to let him dine with me.
Hindi naman siya naging makulit sa'kin, he just waiting for me when would I have a free time so we could dine together. He's nice actually, he's been my friend for four years, kahit kailan ay hindi niya ako pinilit. He respects me and privacy and that's what I like about him, he knows his limitation when it comes to me. Sayang nga lang dahil wala akong maramdamang pagmamahal sa kanya.
Tinuro ko sa kanya ang in-order ko. Tumango siya at tinawag ang waitress at binigay ang order namin.
"Thank you for letting this to happened, Hira. I've never expected that you'll agree with this." Ngumiti ako sa kanya.
"Well, be thankful that I'm free today." Ngumisi siya sa'kin. "And you deserve this, Lyndon. You've been my friends for four years at kahit kailan ay hindi manlang kita napagbigyan."
"It's okay, I'm contented with this. I just wonder if this will happen again." He said. Ngumuso ako sa sinabi niya.
"Of course, this will happened again if we both have free time again."
"I'm always free when comes to you." He said seriously. Natigilan ako dahil sa sinabi niya. "Ayaw kitang pilitin, Hira. Gustong-gusto kita noon palang at kahit kailan ay hindi na wala ang nararamdaman ko sa'yo. I don't want to give up just because you said so. I just want to show you every day how much I love you. Matagal na kitang gusto ngayon pa ba ako susuko? "
Bumuntong-hininga ako at umiwas ng tingin sa kanya." Lyndon, I told you-"
"I've already known that, Hira. Kahit ilang beses mo pa akong i-reject ay hinding-hindi parin kita susukuan. It's hurt but what should I do? This is part of love. Nagmahal lang naman ako." Natahimik ako sa sinabi niya.
Hindi na muli akong nagsalita pa hanggang sa dumating ang order namin. Tahimik kaming dalawang kumakain hanggang sa matapos kami.
" I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't tell that to you. I'm sorry for making you uncomfortable." Aniya.
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