Sweetest Fear

CHAPTER 23

CHAPTER 23

YOONGI's P.O.V.

"I'm sorry. You don't have to answer that. Just forget what I said." Sarrah Noona smiled sadly as she suddenly stood up from the sofa before I could even answer her question. "I have to go now." She walked out heading to the front door. I felt my heart gripped with fear. Why do I have feeling that if I let her walk out of the door right now, I will never see her again? 

"What? Wait, noona!" I grabbed her elbow and stopped her from moving and when she look at me, I saw her sad eyes as tears cascaded down her cheeks. I felt like I was punched in the stomach. I hate it when she cries. I don't want to see her sad. I moved slowly up to her until we are only inches apart. I held her chin and made her look at me. The sadness and confusion I saw in her eyes made my heart break. I wish I could take all her worries away. I held her face as I wipe away her tears. 

"Noona, what is the problem? You know you can tell me,right? I am still your husband." I encouraged her but she didn't speak. She bit her lip and held my hand as she close her eyes and sighed. "I know it will be hard for you to choose. So I am choosing for you. I know you will be happier this way." She took a deep sigh before she continued to speak. "I love you Min Yoongi, since we were kids. I love you so much, that I want nothing else but your happiness." She muttered before she kissed my palm as tears continue to fall from her beautiful eyes. Why is she crying? She is confessing her love for me and yet she is crying. I don't understand. I want to be happy with her confession but seeing her cry makes me sad. 

"You know how much I love you too, Noona. But the way you are acting right now, you are confusing me. " I stated with a frown. I wish she could tell me directly what the problem is. I hate puzzles. "Please tell me what is wrong so that I could do something. I hate seeing you hurting like this." I begged but she didn't respond. She was just staring at me. I didn't notice that our faces are only inches away from each other. I got distracted by her plump red lips. My heart started beating wildly. God knows how much I miss the feel of those lips on mine. I want to kiss her so bad, but I need to control myself since I know we were in the middle of talking of something very important and so I return my gaze back to her eyes. 

I was in the middle of thinking ways on how to convince her to open up when suddenly she kissed me. I was frozen in shock I didn't expect for her to do the first move. I thought it will be just a peck but she started moving her lips in the ways I know I taught her. I felt her stop moving and was about to pull away when I made my move. I started to respond and pulled her closer. I felt something in me ignite the moment our lips touched. I wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her back towards the sofa. I run my tongue on her lower lip and I felt her shiver. I felt her bit my lower lip and I gasped in shock. She took that opportunity to delve deeper and before I could stop myself, I closed my eyes and let my feelings take over. I missed her so bad. 

I pulled her closer and made her sit right on top of me as I answer her kisses fervently. I feel something stir in the middle of my loins. Suddenly, I want more of her. I want to feel her. I want to taste her. I want her. I slid my hands under her shirt and felt her smooth stomach as I deepened our kiss. I shifted my lips down to her neck leaving wet, hot trails of kisses. I heard her moan my name. It sounded so sexy and it added fuel to my burning desire. 

"I want you, so bad." I whispered huskily as I nibble on her ear. She suddenly froze and moved away from me. I felt like cold water was splashed at me. Did I just made a mistake? My doubt was answered when she looked at me with fire and desire in her eyes. She didn't say anything but she started kissing me with hunger. "I want you too." She muttered breathlessly as she slowly unbutton my shirt. All my doubts were immediately thrown out the window. I am now determined to make her mine. I don't know how it happened but we ended up in my room, on my bed showering each other with love in the best way we can.