Sweetest Fear

CHAPTER 14

CHAPTER 14

The moment I heard the woman's voice I felt something broke inside me. I can feel the tears pooling in my eyes, but no, I will not cry. I looked up and swallowed the lump in my throat. "Hello? Yoongi, why aren't you answering? Are you there?" the voice on the other line asked. "I'm sorry Ma'am but Mr. Min can't answer the phone right now. He is currently on a photoshoot. Oh wait, he is already done, can you hold for a few minutes ma'am, I will give the phone to Mr. Min." I answered back. I tried my best to sound normal. I hope she didn't notice anything. "Can you please hurry? I don't have the whole day Miss! Wait! Who are you anyway?" She ordered me like I am some sort of an assistant. I felt something in me got triggered. 

"Excuse me, Miss but how dare you order me like that? I am the legal wife of the man you are calling!" Well, that is what I want to answer, but no. I no I have no right to say that since I filed for our divorce 5 years ago. I took a deep breath to calm my temper before I replied. "I'm sorry, Ma'am." I apologize even though I know that it was unnecessary. I just want to end the discussion. "Ahm, I'm just one of the production assistant ma'am and I happen to pick up Mr. Min's phone." I answered as polite as I could. I bit my lip to stop myself from saying other things on my mind. "Whatever! Where is he? Can you give the phone to him now? I don't want to talk to you!" I closed my eyes and summon all the inner peace I have to stop myself from shouting at this rude b*tch! What kind of woman si Yoongi dating? He has no taste and she has no class! 

I removed the phone in my ear as I walk to BTS' waiting room while grabbing the phone tightly in my hand. All eyes were on me since I barge into their room without knocking on the door . The other members greeted me but I ignored them. My eyes are focused to one only person. I saw Yoongi in a corner sitting on a couch with his eyes closed. I came to him and throw his phone on his stomach. He yelp in surprise and his eyes immediately opened. "What the f-" He was about to curse when he saw me standing right in front of me. "Sarrah Noona!" He immediately stood up and was about to go near me, when I held my right hand in front of me. "Give me my phone back." I demanded. I took him a few seconds to process what I've said. "No. It's my phone now, besides You have my phone." He answered with a frown on his face. "I just gave it back to you, now, give me my phone back." I said in a low dangerous voice. When he made no attempt to give it to me, I came over to him and start digging in his pockets. He tried to avoid my hands but I "accidentally" elbowed him in the stomach. He crouched over in pain and that made his back vulnerable and I was able to get my phone back. "Oops! Sorry!" I apologized coldly before I walked out of the room with my head held high ignoring all the people who are watching me. I picked up my bag and told Miss Shane that I am not feeling so good and luckily she gave me permission to leave early. 

The adrenaline that rushed through my blood a few minutes ago is slowly wearing off as my anger is replaced by disappointment and the feeling of betrayal. The tears are coming back again and this time I did nothing to stop them. Wait, why am I even crying? It's not like we are actually married in the first place. It's only a piece of paper. I wiped the tears that fell on my cheeks angrily. I should not cry. It's been five years since I filed for that divorce. I am the one who initiated it so I have no right to feel this way. Yoongi is a healthy young man, it's normal for him to date. And I should not be really complaining because I have no right. 

"Miss, where are we going?" The driver of the taxi I was riding asked breaking my train of thoughts. I didn't know what to say so I ended up staring at him for a few seconds. I wiped my tears that still won't stop falling as I look at the time on my watch. It's only 2:00pm. It will be awkward to return to the company since I already told miss Shane that I am sick and she probably reported that already. Going to the café for my shift is still early so maybe I could kill some time and chill at the Han River. "To Han River Ahjussi" I answered. The drive only took a few minutes before we arrived at the destination.