Sweetest Fear

CHAPTER 15

CHAPTER 15

Taehyung and Jimin gave us scrutinizing looks after hearing Yoongi's words. Yoongi and I exchanged looks but nobody said a word. "So no one will bother to explain?" Jimin asked raising his eyebrows at us. "Hyung, are you not going to say anything? This is a big scandal once people know about this." Jimin and Taehyung suddenly looked perplexed as they wait for Yoongi's reply. Yoongi was staring at me while he put his hand on his chin as he went into deep thought. I sighed. I don't know what Yoongi was thinking about but I don't want them to misunderstood our situation. It looks like it's up to me to clear things out.  I cleared my throat and looked at Jimin and Taehyung solemnly as they look at me expectantly.

"Guys, you don't have to worry. No one will know, okay? We will be having our divorce soon, too. Our marriage was only on a piece of paper. Actually it was a mistake we made when we were younger. We are not a couple, okay? Let's just keep it a secret between the four of us while we process our divorce." I saw Yoongi looked at me with a dark expression. "Our marriage was not a mistake and I will not file our divorce." Yoongi uttered under his breath which made us look at him. "What did you say?" I asked with a frown. Yoongi then suddenly came closer leaving only a few inches of space between our faces. I was so shock I held my breath unconsciously. "I said, our marriage was not a mistake and I.. will not sign those divorce papers." He then caressed my face before he tucked a few strands of hair that was covering my face behind my ear. I felt my heart start beating like a drum as a warm feeling rised on my cheeks. I suddenly hiccuped and that broke the magic that was binding me to him. I covered my mouth and moved away from him. What does he think he is doing?

"Look, Yoongi-" I was about to talk to Yoongi about his actions a few moments ago and his behavior at the café earlier but suddenly his phone rang. He took it from one of his pockets and stared at the number registered on the screen, before he hesitantly answered it. "Hello? Yes, Noona. I'm sorry I can't see you today I have a lot of schedule." I saw Yoongi glanced in my direction as he listened to the other line speaking. Something in my instinct told me that it was the same girl earlier today, and suddenly I am so annoyed. Without asking for their permission, I stood up from my seat inside the van and was about to walk down when suddenly the van started moving. I lost balance and ended up sitting in Yoongi's lap since he was the one seated right next to the door. My eyes went wide in surprise. I immediately stood up and went back to the vacant seat next to him. I saw him smirking from the corner of my eye but I ignored him. Why are we moving? I anxiously went to the driver and asked him to stop the van but he just ignored me. "Manager-nim, kindly stop the van, please! As you can see I am still here, you don't want other people to see me with the boys right?" I coaxed their manager but he ignored me. I looked at Taehyung and Jimin but they didn't help me. They just shrugged their shoulders and pouted. I rolled my eyes and released an exasperated sigh befored I glare at Yoongi. "Stop the Van now!" I mouthed to him. Instead of replying he averted his gaze and looked out the window.

"Alright noona, see you soon!" Yoongi ended the call sweetly and it annoyed me more. "Manager-nim, stop the van!" I yelled in annoyance and suddenly the van came to a halt. I closed my eyes and waited for the impact but I felt nothing. I opened my eyes and saw Yoongi's arm in front of me. "Are you okay?" He asked worriedly. I was so shook I wasn't able to reply and just nodded my head. "Hyung! Why did you suddenly stop?!" Yoongi asked irritately. Their manager turned his head towards us. "I'm sorry! I got startled. Is everyone okay?" He asked worriedly as he scan us one by one. "We're fine, hyung." Jimin answered from the back. I sighed in relief. "I'm sorry." I apologized. We almost got into an accident because of me. I feel so bad. l felt Yoongi's hand covered mine. I immediately pulled my hand away as I stood up from my seat and got off their van. I am too embarrassed to stay there.

"Sarrah Noona! Sarrah Noona! Stop!" Yoongi is yelling from the distance but I ignored him. I kept my head down as I walk to the sidewalk. Just then I felt someone grab my wrist and pulled me back to the van. I immediately hiss in pain since he accidentally the part where I was burned by that crazy b*tch yesterday. He whispered a small apology before he changed his grip to my hand but I tried whisked his hand away. "Let go! I am going back to work! Why don't you just go to the noona you are talking to a few minutes ago and meet her right now since you have a lot of free time to follow me around? Just go to her and leave me alone?" I used all the strength I have to break free from him but I can't since his hands are bigger than mine and he is a lot stronger than I am. He then slowly turned to me with a smirk slowly appearing on his lips. "Wait, noona, are you jealous?" He asked confidently. I was taken aback by his question. "Je.....Jea...Jealous? Huh? Who is jealous?" I mentally cursed at myself for stuttering. I close my eyes to compose myself before I gave him a shocked look. I pointed myself as I dramatically drop my jaw in disbelief of the ridiculousness of his assumption. "Me? Jealous? Of who? Of you? Hahahahahaha! I have never been jealous! I am not jealous!" I stated between fake laughs. Damn! I hate myself for acting like this. I don't want to admit it, but yes I am jealous but that is not the real reason why I don't want to go back to the van with him. I am too embarrassed to go back their knowing that I almost got us killed.