Sweetest Fear

CHAPTER 5

CHAPTER 5

"Noona, I promise that I will take care of you till eternity. I will be a famous Musician one day and I will give you everything you want and everything you need.” Yoongi took my hand and brought it to his lips as he looked at me with so much love that I can feel myself melting from his stare and I can’t help but lovingly smile at him. I may be older than him but he is more mature, he proved it to me not only once.

"I love you." He said before he closed the gap between our faces and kissed me full on the lips. I closed my eyes and put my palm on his chest feeling his soft heartbeat. Then suddenly the scene changed. I feel the pain in my heart as I watch Yoongi's back as he walks away from me. I want to stop him but I know I have no right to do so. I fell on my knees and a sob escaped from my lips and that woke me up from my dream. I touched my face and felt the wet tears.

I slowly sat up and looked around me trying to figure out where I am when suddenly I heard someone cursed out loud from outside the door. “Fuck! If anything bad happens to her, I can’t forgive myself. Why did you even let her come with you when she is already sick?”

“Yoongi-ya, Calm down, and please lower your voice or you might wake her up or disturb other patients. The doctor said that she just needs some rest.” I heard Jin spoke in a calm tone.

“I’m sorry hyung, we should have taken good care of her.” Jimin spoke with remorse. “We should have been more careful.” Jungkook added in a low voice. I want to walk out and talk to them and say that I am fine but I got dizzy and so I went back on lying down. I closed my eyes to ease the feeling but I eventually fell asleep again.

I woke up the next day with renewed strength. I can feel the sunlight seeping from the curtain lightly touching my face. I raised my free hand and tried to block the blindng light as I slowly sit down and looked around my room. I saw no one around. I guess they all left.

I got off my bed and I felt chills down my spine the moment the cold tiled floor touched my feet so I immediately looked around for a pair of slippers. I found one pair under my bed, and so I wore them immediately.

I went to my window and look at the view below. There is a garden with a few patients trying to soak themselves in the morning sun. I got envious. I want to go out, too! And so  without further ado, I grabbed a jacket and pulled my I.V. stand with me and went out of the room.

The sudden gush of cold wind hit me as I open the glass door. It feels quite refreshing. It’s already October so the wind is really getting a little bit chilly. I stepped outside and looked around, trying to find a place to sit. I saw a bench not far away from me which is facing the sun, I want to sit there but unfortunately someone is already sitting on the other side and he looks like he was sleeping.

I shrugged my shoulders. There is still some space on the other side. I will just keep quiet so I won’t wake him up. I took my seat next to the sleeping guy carefully. The moment my butt touched the wooden chair, I slowly released my breath I didn't know I was holding and closed my eyes. The sunshine feels warm on my skin in contrast of the chilly wind. A smile slowly crept its way on my lips. Somehow this reminds me of home. The warmth of the sun on my skin feels comforting. I inhaled and exhaled a few times until I feel totally refreshed.

My beautiful moment was ruined when I felt something fell on my shoulders. I look at the cause of the disturbance and was ready to make a scene when I was greeted by a very handsome sleeping creature. He looks like an angel who fell from the sky with his pearly white skin, elegant pointed nose, small, and thin lips. I was actually mesmerized, I can’t stop staring. I didn't know he is this handsome up close.

“Noona!” I heard that very familiar voice call from a distance and I don’t know why but my instinct told me to stand up and look for the voice totaly neglectingvthe fact that someone was leaning on me. I saw Yoongi running towards me. I can’t believe it, he is actually running. The guy who hates exercise actually runs towards me.