Sweetest Fear

CHAPTER 19

CHAPTER 19

I never thought that with only three words my resolve to divorce Yoongi will vanish instantly.  Maybe, we can make this marriage work. I looked at him as I contemplate on what to say. Words are not enough to describe what I am feeling right now. I feel like I'm in cloud nine. All along I thought I only have an unrequited love for Min Yoongi but now, after his confession, I know it's mutual. I took a deep breath before I smiled at him and nodded. "Okay, I will give us one more shot." I saw a smile escaped his lips too before he gave me a smack on the lips. I glared at him as he let me go. "Yoongi!" I chastised him but he only laughed heartily and ruffled my hair. He then started driving again. "Noona," He called me after a while. He took my hand and kissed it while his eyes remained on the road. "Thank you for accepting me again." He gave me a sideward glance. I smiled and kissed him on the cheeks that made him blush. I can't help but giggle. 

I can't stop myself from smiling the whole time Yoongi drove me back to the dorm. He keeps giving me side way glances with a hint of smile on his lips and so did I. I can't remember being this happy before. 

"I wish I could take you home with me." Yoongi whispered in my ears as he pulled me closer beside him while we are waiting for the elevator that will take us to my dorm. His hot minty breath tickles my ears and I felt some chills run down my spine. My heart started pounding. I tried to keep a straight face as I glared at him. I subtly removed his hands on my waist as I look around anxious that somebody might see us since we are not alone in the building. I don't want people to spread rumors because I know it can damage his career. I saw him frown through his reflection on the elevator door. 

"What? Your my wife! What is-" My eyes went wide when he mentioned the word wife. Is he out of his mind?! I immediately covered his mouth and looked around if anyone heard it. Thankfully no one was close by and at that exact time the elevator door opened and no one was inside. I hurriedly went in and dragged him with me. "Are you crazy?" I hissed at him but he just frowned at me. "People are not supposed to know! It could damage yours and BTS's career!" I scolded him.

"So you still want to keep our marriage a secret?" He asked with an annoyed expression. I sighed. We just agreed a few minutes ago that we will try to fix our marriage and now we are arguing. "This is for your own good. I know you worked hard to be where you are right now, you don't want me to ruin it for you, do you? You know how your industry works." I explained and he just pouted his cute little lips and looked at me with a tender expression in his eyes. I know that he fully understand my point. I smiled at him and kissed him tenderly on his lips to soothe him. His eyes went wide in surprise with the sudden kiss, he was about to pull me in for another kiss when the door opened and I finally arrived at my dorm. I saw the disappointment cross in his eyes. 

"I have to go now Yoongi, I still need to prepare my lesson for you guys tomorrow." His face suddenly lit up. "You will be teaching us tomorrow?" He asked waiting for confirmation. I nodded my head with a smile on my face. I saw his face lit up with excitement. "Okay, see you tomorrow then! Bye!" I waved my hand before I turned around and headed for our dorm.

I was humming the song "When I Look At You" when suddenly someone pulled me on my waist and the next thing I knew I felt Yoongi's lips next to mine. I can't help but close my eyes and just feel my heart beat for him. "I wish to be with you much longer. Can't you just go to my studio, you can make your lessons there?" Yoongi offered while still holding me close to him. I shyly smiled as a blush crept on my cheeks. "Hmmmm.. maybe next time. We both know that is not a very good idea." I teased him. He made a deep sigh before he lick his lips while looking in my eyes. I felt my throat went dry. Yep, it is definitely not a good idea. I slowly pushed him away as I swallowed hard and did my best to stop kissing him again. "Bye for now honey, see you tomorrow." I winked and blew a kiss before I hurriedly punched the pass code to our dorm. I heard him groan before I closed the door.