Outsiders Imagines

Dallas- No one can hurt you

*Warning* this story contains 3 seconds self harm.. so don't read it if your getting triggered

I slowly took one step in front of me, one foot behind the other.. but I slipped, falling off that bridge.. wondering if anyone could see me..

But that was it.. usually I would wake up screaming or in a cold sweat, but it wasn't the case this time.. I was actually hoping it was true. 

I stood up from my bed, my parents were dead and my brother committed suicide just a couple of months ago..

I had nobody, except my best friend Dallas.. but he hasn't even looked at me for a month, so what's the point. 

I slowly opened the bathroom door and looked at myself in the mirror, I wasn't too bad looking for a 17 year old.. but hell, I knew I wasn't getting no where in life.

I slowly pulled out my pink razor, my eyes filled with tears.. I pressed down on my wrist and didn't stop until blood was flowing down each side of my hand.

I winced and threw the razor across the bathroom.. 

"WHAT AM I DOING!" I yelled as I broke down while sliding down the bathroom wall

All of a sudden, I heard footsteps in front of my door.. then a knock

"Y/N ya in there?" a familiar voice said

"Who want's to know?" I said while crying

"Dal" he said

I started crying even more, 

"Leave me Dallas" I said

He opened the door anyways, typical of a greaser like him..

"Y/N what's your pro-" he trailed off as he saw blood drops on the floor from my wrist..

"Y/N WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?" He yelled as he sat down next to me

I shook my head and put my head in my knees..

"I don't know Dallas okay! I don't know what's right or wrong anymore.." I began

"Nobody cares about me anymore so I might as TRY to take my own life.. But I couldn't Dallas alright! I look over at my brothers picture and wonder I wish it was me instead of him!" you yelled as you cried

Dallas pulled you into his chest and stroked your hair

"Shh, Y/N I care about you! the gang cares.. I don't know what I would have done if I lost you man" he said

I wiped my tears

"Sure" I said

"Hey.." he said as he cupped my chin

"As long as I'm here, no one can hurt you" he said 

I looked into his dark brown eyes who were widening.. then all of a sudden, I pulled him into a kiss.. of course being Dallas Winston he didn't hesitate for a second.

Once he let go, he helped me up.. he wet a rag and cleaned up my wrist..

"I love you Y/N.. don't you ever forget that" he said

"I know Dal, right now I got everything that I wanted" I said as I hugged him tight

"Good kid.. " he said as he continued cleaning the bathroom

I guess I was wrong.. somebody in this world does care about me