Songs For Women (BWWM)

All Back (13)

 A/N; I'm baccck. Sorry. Life has gotten away from me but I am back. This chapter might be a little sloppy because it was a little rushed. I'll be editing soon. 

Song: All back by Chris Brown. If you really wanna see something amazing, look up his live performance of this song! Amazing.

Jorden’s POV- 2 Months Later

She was curled up on the couch in a blanket, taking an afternoon nap. She was sleeping so peacefully.

“Babe,” I say rubbing her back. She shuffles around. “Go get in the bed.” I run my fingers through her curls. “I don’t wanna” she mumbles adorably.

She flutters her eye lids and smiles at me.

“Why are you so beautiful?” I ask.

She scrunches her face up, as usual, as she stands up, letting the blanket fall to the ground.

“Why aren’t you wearing pants?” I say with a laugh as her long brown legs glow in the sunlight.

“I don’t like clothes.” She says with a smile. I grab her hand and pull her on top of me.

“I like that you don’t like clothes.” I smile back pressing my forehead to hers and she giggles. We sit there in that moment for a while.

“I love you, Laila”

“I love you too, Jorden.”

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I woke up from my dream desperately wanting to go back to sleep.  

I tried over and over. She wouldn’t talk to me.

Months had passed now and I ran into Laila every now and again but that’s rare. It still hurt to think what I did to her. I just wish I could take it all back.

Her birthday was coming up and for some reason, today, I kept playing the day she left me over and over again in my head and there was still one thing that didn’t make sense. Laila said she had been calling me all day. Yet, I never got any messages. I went to our old messages but it was all empty with the exception of my most recent apologies. I never deleted our messages.

Something wasn’t adding up in my head but I couldn’t figure out what.

Then it hit me. Did Branden set me up?

The half-charged phone. The birthday drinks. The fact that Danielle and Cat even showed up should’ve been a red flag.

There was a knock on my bedroom door and Chase stuck his head in the door.

“Hey, can I still use your car today?” he asked. His car was in the shop for repairs but his anniversary with Cali as coming up and I remember him saying he wanted to go buy her gifts today.

“Yeah, I have to be at work in a few. You can just drop me off before you head out.”

He nodded in agreement and vanished just as quickly as he appeared.

I got dressed and thinking about what to sing tonight. I was kind of nervous. I hadn’t sung in over 2 months. This was one of the few nights I was getting paid to perform without having to work the bar so the pressure was on. I needed to pick the right song.

I stare at the untouched guitar in the corner. It was a customized Gibson Hummingbird-Pro with my name sketched in gold lettering.

It had arrived a week after Laila broke up with me. It was her present to me. I knew it had to cost at least a few thousand.