...It came negative. After all this work I'm still not pregnant.
I guess we will try until we get it, I want BABIES. "JAYDEN GET YOUR BUTT IN HERE!" I screamed. I could hear his footsteps approach the bathroom.
"Am I in trouble?" He asked sadly. "No baby, I'm not pregnant." I frowned.
I stood there sad. I was so confident that we wouldn't have to try so hard to have kids. I broke down crying. "Baby it's okay there's no need to be sad." He held me in his arms. "What if we can't do what we want?" I sobbed.
"We will be okay." He kissed me. "Maybe we should go see a doctor." I suggested. "Maybe we should." He wiped the tears from my face. "I love you no matter what happens." He picked me up.
I kissed his neck to show his appreciation. This is why I love Jay. He always finds a way to make me feel better when I'm upset.
I really want this.
We need cute little babies to complete our present list. I really want this more than he could ever know and I don't think it's fair how everyone else can have kids so easily. We can always adopt after a year. I really want kids to look like me and Jay but if it comes to that we will do it.
He is driving me to my doctor that I've had for years. He's a great man, he is helpful.
"Okay Billie what seems to be the problem?" Dr. Mason sighed playfully. "Um I can't get pregnant.." It's not embarrassing, it's just sad that I can't. "Ok.. How long has this been going on?" He asked.
"Um, maybe a few months." I watched as he wrote stuff down. "Okayy... do you feel any pain here." He pressed on my stomach. "No." I said.
After the check up
I don't have a problem. We're just not trying hard enough. I really feel embarrassed now. I have baby fever and I don't want to wait anymore.
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Her Promised Life
Fanfiction"The love I have for you will always be here when I see you again... I'll see you in another life mi amor."
