///Newt///
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AND HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY!
PS. I've been thinking about starting a fanfic about Gally..... WHAT DO YOU THINK?
"Where is she?" A loud voice says. "WHERE. IS SHE?" I turn around and see Mark's gaze moving around the room. "Where's Selenia?"
"I saw her like, twenty or thirty minutes ago." Frypan says. "She was crying, I called after her but she acted like she didn't even hear me."
"Where was she going?" Mark asks.
"I don't know." Frypan says and shrugs his shoulder. "Maybe to catch some fresh air?"
"Mark, what's wrong?" A small female voice says behind my back. I turn around and see familiar blond girl standing behind my back. Lily? She is standing next to Gally and staring at Mark with full focus. Am I missing something? When did she arrive?
"I.... I can't find her." Mark says. He walks towards Lily and take look at each others for few seconds. Well this is awkward.
"Do you think she would...?" Gally asks and Lily nods her head as a yes.
"Is there and cliffs around?" She asks with a shaky voice. A tear rolls down her cheek when Gally nods. "I... I can't... I can't even...-"
"She'll be okay." Mark says and gives Lily a friendly hug. What the hell? Since when did they become best friends?
"What's going on?" I ask. Mark looks at the ground and Lily closes her eyes. Okay, now I'm scared of the answer.
"I think she'll do something stupid." gally says. "I think she'll hurt herself."
For few seconds, the whole room goes completely silence. I can literally hear my own heartbeat and someone, probably Minho gasping for air dramatically. Then everything explodes;
"What the shuck do you mean?"
"Why would she do that?"
"Are You out of your mind?"
"SHE WOULDN'T DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT! Not Selenia, Newt maybe...:" Thomas says and laughs little bit.
"THAT'S ENOUGH!" Mark yells. "You keep your mouth shut or you'll have to face me." And there it is, again. The reason why I hate Mark so much. Not because he stole Selenia. Nit because he is rude, arrogant and part of WICKED. But because under all that shit he is actually very nice and cool. I've seen it many times before and there it is again. Defending my honour when I'm too weak to do it.
"Where's the closest cliff?" Lily asks.
"There is five different cliffs, all four are pretty close to us but the fifth one is pretty far away..." Gally starts.
"I'll take the fifth one." I say. Gally raises his eyebrows curiously but i just shake my head. I know Selenia. And if she is going to do something, she would do it as far as possible.
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////Third P.O.V////
Newt's limp has never been worse. Every steps he takes makes him want to scream of pain and he can't even run anymore. But he still tries; Because of Selenia.
No matter what they do, no matter how badly things seems to be he keeps on fighting. Newt won't stop and he can't stop. He just wants to be happy and being with her is the only way, no matter how much it hurts. But deep inside he knows that he has to let go. Someday. Because he will face his death sooner that he knows, he made a deal with One.
Newt looks at the map in his hands; He is almost there... Actually, he should...
There she is.
Standing behind all these threes, standing at the edge of a huge cliff, staring down at the ground.
Newt feels his heart beating faster. Suddenly Newt thinks about how he jumped from the maze.
It took him weeks before he was sure about it. And days before he decided which section and which wall he wanted to jump from. And hours before he dared to do it.
Newt remember how much he wanted to cry, how much he wanted to scream but he had no tears nor voice. It was just him. Him and his empty heart and meaningless life. He had no one by him side; No one to look after...
Or that's what he thought. Because after jumping and Minho saving him, he learned how much he was loved; Minho loved him, Alby did, Thomas and Chuck... And Selenia of course.
Newt looks back to Selenia. She is on her tiptoes, face facing the grey and stormy sky... She is about to jump.
Newt starts to run but he is not fast enough. Selenia is falling.
Pictures of them are running in his mind; Their first kiss, first kiss in the glade, first 'I love you', first fight... He can't let her leave. He can't do that.
"NO!" He screams and for his luck Selenia turns around with wide eyes.
"Newt." She whispers. "Newt."
"Come here." Newt says, big tears in his eyes. "Come here and let's go."
"No." Selenia says and shakes her head as a no. "I don't want to."
"Love...-"
"Don't call me 'love', Newt. I don't deserve it."
"Selenia, stop being an idiot and come back here." Newt says and takes a step towards her. But as a return she takes a step away, closer to the edge. "Selenia..."
"I can't do this." She says with a cold tone. "I just... I'm not strong enough."
"You are not alone, Selenia. Just come here." Newt says, using a calming voice.
"But I am. After what I just did to you... First it felt like a really good idea. But now..."
"We should talk about this inside, it looks like it'll rain."
"I'll end up alone anyway." Selenia says and smiles sadly. "I can as well go with a flow."
"Selenia...:"
"STOP TELLING ME WHAT TO DO!" She screams. "YOU DID THIS TO ME! YOU MADE A FUCKING DEAL WITH ONE! You are going to leave me... It's going to hurt so much, Newt. It's going to hurt too much... I think I'll rather leave first. If I hurt you first, I don't need to be in pain..."
"We'll be okay." Newt says.
"I fucking hate you so much." She whispers softly. "I. Hate. You."
"And I love you." Newt says. "I love you."
"See, there it is again." Selenia says with a bitter tone. "I am a fuck-up. I fucked Mark and you are still there, Newt. You are a fucking idiot."
"I admit that. I am... And I love you."
This time Selenia doesn't say anything. She turns away from Newt and glares at the ground. She still wants to jump. She wants to leave and die but she knows that she can't. She can't leave Newt, Chuck, Gally... Or Mark.
She just simply can't.
Slowly she starts to walk towards Newt. Newt's face lights up and he smiles widely, but it appears quickly when Selenia's hand slaps his cheek.
Hard.
Thoughts?
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