Harry Potter One-shots

Sirius Black- Fighting Confessions

Sirius Black (maurader era) 

Prompts: none

TW: fighting

Word Count: 831 words

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You felt the blood pumping through your veins as you marched through the hall, you were on a mission. A mission to beat up Sirius. How dare he. You could barely hear your surroundings from the anger that was rising up inside of you. You practically screamed the password to the common room. Marching right through the common room and up to his dorm.

You stormed in without knocking. Seeing the four boys sit there, all heads snapping up at the sudden noises. Eyes wide when they saw your face, They've never seen you mad. Frustrated? Sure. Stressed? Constantly. Mad? Nope.

"You. You. You" you say pointing to James, Remus, and Peter. " out". The tone was clear that this was not up for discussion. The three boys stood up, James giving a Sirius " a what did you do" look while leaving.

"Can I help you?" Sirius asked with a smug smile after the door shut behind the boys.

" Yes. Yes you can." You reply attempting to take deep breaths so you don't attack the black hair boy sitting in front of you.

"Well by all means share why you stormed so aggressively into my living space" he said crossing his arms.

You could not believe your eyes, the arrogance of this boy, hurt.

"SIRIUS ORION BLACK. You will sit there, you will listen, do you understand?" You yell, catching his attention with your tone.

Speechless at your outburst he simply nodded.

"Good. You know how much I liked him, I talked about him for hours. So why did I hear through the grapevine that the reason he won't ask me out has to do with a conversation you two had" you say. Sirius went to open his mouth but you put your hand up to stop him.

" Do I look like I'm done talking? Be quiet and listen, for once. You would sit there and listen to me, watch me blush when I thought about him, hell Black you even gave me advice. What possible game are you playing? Do you just like me sad, do you like me being stuck in my feelings with nothing to do? What, huh what is your game?" You finish, almost out of breath.

Sirius again opened his mouth to say something but once again you put your hand up to stop him, causing him to sigh.

" What did you even say to him? I really liked him" you said your voice breaking at the end. You took a deep breath because there was no way you would cry in front of Sirius. Not right now at least.

Sirius didn't open his mouth; he just sat there, staring at you.

"Well" you say, losing patience but also willing to sit for hours just to get clarity on what was going on.

" I'm sorry" he said looking at the floor, not daring to make eye contact with you.

"Why" you say quietly, hoping that one more push would get him to finally explain.

" I heard that he was going to ask him out so I went and told him not to, I guess he listened" he said, still not making eye contact.

"But why, am I really that terrible, why did you do it. Black, you know how much I liked him" you say, throwing your hands up in frustration but your voice still quiet.

You heard him mumble something but you couldn't hear him, " what?" You say. He mumbled something again. " black I can't hear you, what?" you say, raising your voice.

With that he stood up and threw his hands up, " I love you, Merlin, I love you so much. I love you so much it hurts. So yeah, I told him not to ask you out because I can't handle the idea of you being with another guy. The idea of another guy holding you makes me sick. The idea of you turning to another guy for comfort makes me want to scream. I want to be all those things. I want to be those things for you." He shouted his voice getting louder as his speech went on.

You stood there shocked, the only reason you put so much effort in this other guy was to distract you from the massive crush you had on Sirius. You stood there and stared at him, trying to process the information.

" Please say something," Sirius begged you.

You continued to make eye contact as he stepped closer to you.

"I- I love you too" you say shocked that you found the courage to finally spit it out.

Leaving both of you smiling.

He takes the final to step to be right up next to cupping your face in his hands.

He leans in, before kissing you mumbles, "can we drop the black, anything but black"

You smile and say, "kiss me, Love"

"I like it" he says before pressing his lips against yours.

Finally.