Falling for You

How To Say I Love You

Song - Telepatía by Kali Uchis

I was speechless. No one had ever told me they loved me before and I certainly wasn't expecting it right after drunk post concert sex.
After a minute that felt like forever he said; "You don't have to say it back. I just want you to know I love you."
"Oh Timothée." I kissed him.

Dear Diary,

I've been doing some thinking about what Timothée told me the other day in bed. And how the following morning he'd said that he didn't regret it so I know it wasn't just a drunken after thought. I think I love him too. I mean ever since he came into my life I've been a hell of a lot happier. I think if he suddenly went back to New York I'd cry for a year and that's how I know I love him. I can't bear to see him go.

I went to Timothée's apartment after work and a girl answered the door. A tall, blonde, ridiculously skinny girl in a short short dress.
"Can I help you?"
Was this the wrong apartment? I thought. But a quick glance at the door I knew it was.

"I'm uh looking for Timothée?" I said weakly.
"He's in here," she opened the door and let me in.
Timothée walked into the living room and the woman walked into the kitchen.
"Uh y/n what're you-"
I hit him with my purse.

"You're." Hit "cheating." Hit "on" hit "me" hit.
"Ow! No!"
"Then what is she doing here!" I whisper yelled.
"Y/n she is Kate Moss."
"I know she's fucking Kate Moss but what is she doing here!"
"I'm taking pictures of her!" He rushed out.
"In your apartment?"

"There's a studio in the back. This was paid for by the newspaper."
"T-there's a studio in the back?"
"Yes!"
"See I didn't know that." I said embarrassed.
He pulled me close and planted a kiss on my forehead.
"I can't believe you thought I was cheating on you."
"I'm sorry I jumped to a conclusion."
"It's okay." He gave me a gentle kiss.

"So why're you here? What's up?"
"I- you know what I'll tell you later. Go shoot Kate Moss." I smiled and he returned it.
"Hey you wanna go for dinner tonight?"
"I'd love that."

Later at Dinner

"Holy shit baby you gotta try this pizza." I said.
"You gotta try mine."
We swapped slices.
"Oh my god." He said "This is fucking amazing."
"What did I say?"
"Hey um I got something to tell you." He began out of the blue.
"Oh Tim before you tell me I have have something really important to say as well."

"My thing's pretty important too."
"Oh well you go first then."
"I'm going to Paris!" He said excitedly.
"What?"
"Kate Moss' agent loved my work and he wants me to do another shoot with her for a French magazine!"
"Oh my god Timothée that's great."
"I want you to come."

"What?"
"I want you to come. When I'm not working we can go to the Louvre, see the Eiffel Tower and eat french food."
"Timothée, I have a job I can't just leave for a wee-"
"It's three weeks."
I gulped.
"Three weeks in Paris?"

"Yup."
"But what about the band and the bookstore-"
"Baby, it'll be fun and I'm sure the girls will understand and you could tell your work you're sick."
"Sick for three weeks."
"Oh I don't know. It's just if I'm going to the city of love I don't wanna be there without you."
"I- fine let's go to Paris!"

A/N : 2 updates in one day is it even me?