Falling for You

The way it should be

Song - Tomorrow by America

I rolled back down my dress while Timothée buckled his belt.
"That was wrong." I said
"Oh but didn't it feel so right?" He smiled.
"Tim I've got a boyfriend and you've got a girlfriend and they're both out there." I complained.

"Oh I'm a terrible person." I cried into my hands.
"Hey hey you're not a terrible person." He protested bringing me into a hug.
"Ugh I am."
"Okay maybe what we done will hurt his feelings but you don't have to tell him."

"I suppose I don't."
"There you go." He said rubbing my back. "All good you're all good." He pressed a kiss on my head.
I groaned and pushed him off me, leaning against the bathroom stall.

"What is this Tim we're supposed to be broken up! I'm not supposed to have sex with someone I broke up with!"

"But baby, we can get back together." He stroked my hand and kissed it.
"It's meant to be."
"You could've gone home and fucked that Ted guy-"
"Tom."
"Yeah whatever, but you didn't. And I could've fucked that other girl but I'm drawn to ya y/n. And you're drawn to me."

There was pause and then; "Sooner or later you've gotta realise. Cause I sure as fuck have."
I stared at him blankly.
"Some people are meant to be together y/n. I've never loved anyone like I love you."

I stayed still not saying anything and he rolled his eyes at my silence.
"Ugh gimme a call when you've made up your mind."
He walked out of the cubicle. I went after him in the sink area and pulled him by the arm back into me and kissed him.

...

I broke up with Tom. He took it pretty badly, weeping and repeatedly trying to kiss me. I let him down easy being nice and not telling him I fucked another guy on a date with him.

My band mates weren't happy I was back with Timothée. They said I need to focus on the band but my other friends Lois and Kerr were happy I was happy. For the first time in months I felt like my old self and it showed.

Me and Timothée eased back into our relationship. And by that I mean sex whenever and wherever possible. He'd broke it off with that little tart of his and we were both happier than ever, ignoring all the problems and obstacles from the last month of our relationship and focusing on how much we loved each other.

But as much as we enjoyed wasting days away blissfully ignoring our problems his year was turning into a few months and it became an giant elephant in every room we stepped into.

But to me at least it didn't seem as scary anymore. I was practically living at his apartment, there so often I had a drawer with my toothbrush, perfume, deodorant and even pads.
I would take a bundle of clothes over to his place and would only go back home to get more.

And my band- ugh they were getting on my nerves! Our album done reasonably well and after a uk tour we were back writing another one but the girls shunned all my songs that were clearly about Timothée even the breakup ones. I felt so disrespected by them and they had really stopped acting like my friends. That made me seriously consider leaving the band.

Not to mention whenever I brought Tim to rehearsal or a show or to a dinner they were so rude to him.
It hurt. These girls who I was once so close with were turning out to be real bitches.

I was feeling happy and they hated it. So, in a weird way everything was shaping up the way I'd planned. I didn't wanna lose my friends but whether I went to New York or not it looked like I already was.

Currently it was 11am on a Tuesday. I wasn't working but I had run out of fresh clothes at Tim's.
"Ugh I gotta go." I groaned, getting out of bed.
"Nonono don't go."
"I have to Tim I don't have anything left to wear."
I was only wearing a black body suit that I'd slept in.

"Take that off then." He said pulling down the straps and kissing my shoulder.
"Mm Tim, I really gotta go." I said biting my lip.
"I don't want to go." I said under my breath.

"Hey Tim, do you still want me to move in?"
He stopped kissing and looked at me dead in the eye.
"You wanna move in?" He smiled.
"It just. It feels right now."
"Oh it so does." He said kissing me on the lips and pulling me back into bed.

A/N : This story's been really twisty turny but I'm really enjoying writing it.