Is he worth it?

Chapter 28 3:33

Noah's POV

I walked in my room and saw my girls sleeping in my bed. I couldn't help but to smile to myself. Finally, my family is safe. I can probably get some sleep now that they are with me. I put the rest of PJs stuff down and walked in the bathroom. I almost knocked over one of the bottles on the counter and made a bit of noise. I silently cursed to myself then peeked my head towards my bed. PJ moved a little in her sleep revealing the fact that she had no shirt on. I chuckled to myself. She could never fall asleep when she had clothes on. I finished up in the bathroom and then headed to bed. I slid in right on the other side of Ziva and drifted off to sleep.

It was 3:33 in the morning and I just suddenly woke up out of my sleep. I don't know why I woke up, but I looked over at my girls and PJ was still sleeping. Ziva started to get a little restless. I didn't want her to wake PJ, so I picked her up carefully. This was my first time holding my baby girl. She is so tiny and feels so fragile. Tears were starting to brim my eyes. Gosh I love her so much.

"Hey pumpkin. DaDa's here. I'm sorry for not being there for you. Don't you worry. I'm gonna take care of you and Mama." I whispered kissing her on the forehead. After some time of me holding her she started to cry. I didn't want her to wake PJ, so I got up and walked over to the bathroom with Ziva.

"Okay, so maybe you are hungry. Is that it? It's okay don't cry pumpkin." I cooed at Ziva. I was rocking her and trying to open the bottle, so I could pour the milk in, but it was hard while trying to hold her at the same time and get her to stop crying.

"She has your eyes." PJ said while leaning up against the door frame. I turned towards her.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to wake you." I said sincerely.

"It's okay it wasn't you who woke me." She chuckled looking at Ziva.

"Here let me help." She took the bottle and poured her milk in there and screwed the top back on then handed it to me with a smile. I took it from her, and we started walking back to the bed. She laid back in bed with her head against the pillow and I sat down against the headboard still feeding Ziva.

"Will you need any help feeding her?" PJ asked while yawning and rubbing her eyes.

"I think I can do it. Well I want to be able to do it, so i'll try my best. She seems to be doing fine, I think. You can go back to sleep if you want." I looked up towards PJ to see that she was fast asleep already.

I woke up feeling a little stiff still laying against my headboard. I looked down and saw my sweet girl peacefully sleeping on my chest. I smiled and put my head back and closed my eyes.

"She loves her DaDa." I peeked my eye open and saw PJ staring at me with a slight smile. I smiled a lazy smile back.

Unfortunately, I had much to do today, so staying at the warehouse wasn't an option.

"I am going to be working all day today, but I'll be bringing you food and checking on you and Ziva throughout the day. You can go out back on the patio, the lounge area and kitchen. We also have a library, but don't go out front." I say putting Ziva down in her boppy.

"Okay."

"Look I know this isn't the most ideal situation, but I promise it will get better. When this is all over, we'll move out and we can go see my mom and brother. We can see your best friends again and we will be safe." PJ had this look of realization like she had forgotten all about them.

"You're supposed to be in Europe! How are you here? Where do they think you're at? How long have you been here Noah?"

"How do you know that?" He asked.