Is he worth it?

Chapter 22 Or I will hurt them both.

Noah's POV

I was crouching in between PJs legs. I couldn't believe my beautiful woman had come back to me. Her golden tan skin was glowing, and those big beautiful brown eyes staring at me. She started to pull something out of her jacket pocket and then handed it to me. I didn't realize what it was until I fully looked at it.

"Noah, I'm 3 months pregnant." Those words echoed in my ear. I knew it was going to happen eventually. I wasn't wearing a condom the times we had sex, but I didn't care. I loved her and having a baby with her meant I could at least see her forever. I looked up at her with a smile from ear to ear. My eyes started to water.

"I'm gonna be a dad?" I asked all giddy. She laughed with more tears flowing.

"Yes." PJ breathed. I jumped up from her legs and started jumping up and down.

"Letsss goooooooooo!!!" I yelled.

"I'm so happy you are happy!" She got up from the bed. I picked her up and spun her around.

"I've never been happier. I love you so much Bubba!" I kissed her head. We held onto each other tight. Until I released her slowly. I crouched down in front of her stomach and lifted her shirt.

"Hey there baby. This is your daddy. I love you so much already." I say kissing her stomach. She was looking down and smiling at me and I saw her yawn.

"Come on. Let's lay down and sleep."

"I have to go to work tomorrow." She explained. I furrowed my eyebrows. She was now carrying life and making a child. She didn't need the stress of work.

"You're pregnant now. I don't want you working anymore." She scoffed at me.

"Boy bye!"

"Don't leave!" I raised my voice a little. I saw her face and saw that she had gotten a little scared. I just spent a month away from her only being able to "watch" her through the secret bodyguard I hired to follow her throughout the day, I'm not letting her go now.

"I'm sorry. I just miss your touch and I miss cuddling with you. I just need to hold you." What was this woman doing to me? It was never easy to say what I felt in the moment. She walked up to me and put her hands in mine.

"Okay, but I'll have to leave earlier to go home before work." She said pulling me to the bed. I didn't care. I just smiled and pulled her back to my chest with my hand on her stomach. I can't believe I am going to be a Dad. I can't be in a gang anymore. I have to get out. It's too dangerous for her and the baby. As soon as I heard her breathing slow down, I knew she had finally fallen asleep. Now, I could fall asleep.

I was woken up by her alarm. I didn't have the energy in me to open my eyes, but I felt her get up and go to the bathroom. She came back and kissed me on my forehead. Just as she was pulling up to get off the bed, I grabbed her and pulled her back to me and kissed her on the lips.

"I love you bubba. I love you too my baby. Have a great day at work." I say while putting my hand on her stomach.

"Bye Bub." She gave me one last look and walked out. It was early, so I rolled back over to sleep.

When I woke up, happiness consumed my mind. I sat up and rubbed my eyes and then looked around my room for a moment. Shit I need to like find another job. I was still in contact with the production company I worked with before. The hours would suck, but that didn't matter anymore because I need to take care of my family. I rolled out of my king sized bed and got myself ready. I headed to Tony's house, I thought he should be the first to know.

"Tony!" I shouted while walking through his door. I knew he was home because I saw his truck in the driveway. I see him walk down the stairs in a deep blue velvet robe rubbing his eyes.