Drowning In Fear // Shawn Mendes

Chapter 25

Daisy POV
I rushed over to Nash and followed him to his room

"Nash please just let me explain!" I say to him. He slams the door behind me

"I don't get why you would act like that to people, it's so horrible" he yells

"It's not me I'm not like that I was dragged into that life style I'm like Cinderella and violet is my evil step-sister, she is so mean and I'm just in her shadows and I can't find my way out, when you noticed me I felt like I had finally escaped" a tear drop escapes my eye "but violet ruined that for me, she slept with Cameron and got Cameron to say that to you to get you to hate me, I think it worked"

"Violet slept with Cameron?!" Nash's expression grew wide

He stormed right past me and towards Matt's room I follow close behind him. Nash swings the door open looking back at me

"Matt tells me that cam-" he stops mid-sentence my eye sight was on him until I looked to see Karina and Matt making out. OMG this is hilarious.

"I KNEW YOU GUYS WERE TOGTHER" Nash screams

They both quickly get up off the bed

Matt is quickly to respond "we aren't TOGTHER we have just hooked up a few times"

"It's nothing" Karina buds in "you saw nothing" she says looking at me and Nash

"Ok, did cam sleep with violet?" He straight up says to Karina

She gets a sad expression on her face "yeah that was the "fan" he slept with"

"Oh I'm sorry" he looks down "well continue" he says in a cheery tone and closes the door behind us

We walk back to his room. He is first to speak.

"I shouldn't have jumped to conclusions, we were doing so great together" I could tell he felt bad, but I had no idea where he was going with this conversation

"You shouldn't feel bad I'm the one who is labeled and acts like the girls you hate" I say disappointed in myself, I look to the floor ashamed to look him in the eyes

"Daisy" I look up as his lips crash into mine. This was what I have waited for my whole life. Why don't I feel anything? I think he could tell I wasn't into it. He pulled away

I look into his eyes.

"What's wrong" Nash responds to my facial features

"I didn't feel anything" I say honestly

"What mean you felt 'nothing'?"

"I mean, I think I was in love with the boy I saw on social media, in love with the idea of you. but now that it's real I realize after all this drama we caused that as long as your famous, I don't want to surround myself with drama like this, I have it in school and I hope to escape it after high school, but if we get together then it will always follow me weather we are together or not, Nash I'm so sorry" I tear up saying the last few words

It takes him a few seconds to process what I'm saying

"So you don't like me, you like the thought of me?" he says anger boiling in his voice

"you showed me the person you are, when you jumped to conclusions, id still love to text you and talk to you" that sounded so much better in my head

"I'm not mad" closing his eyes and taking a deep breath he continues "we are such different people, it wouldn't work as a couple, we are better off as friends, besides I'm in not position for a relationship at this point in my career"