Drowning In Fear // Shawn Mendes

Chapter 10

Karinas POV
It's finally Friday!

Nash and Matt are taking me to school today because shawn has to record And maddie can't take me.

Nash, Matt and I have become really close they are seriously my new besties.
I got ready early because nash and Matt said they wanted to get breakfast with me.

I woke up at 6:30, I decied to take a shower this morning. When I got in the shower I let the hot water run down my back. I always did my thinking in the shower. I ran my fingers over the scars on my thigh. My thighs where so badly scared from my cutting over the years. I kept thinking about Viloet and how rude she is to me. Beofre I knew it I was sliting my thighs as blood ran down my legs I started to cry. I'm so messed up what's wrong with me i thought. Who could love me?

When I got out of the shower I got dressed into black jeans and a flannel because flannel Friday y'all. I put on My white vans and went into the bathroom to my my makeup and hair but the door was closed.

I knocked on the door and a man opened the door.

"Who the fuc-"

"Oh honey this is Greg he stayed over last night after dinner" my mom said barging out of her room Interrupting me.

"Great!" I said crossing my arms and bumping his shoulder as I went into the bathroom slamming the door.

I put on mascara and a small wing. I applied a little bit of foundation and blush. I curled the ends of my hair the put it into a ponytail.

I ran to my room to get my backpack so I can get the hell out of my house.

I grabbed my phone and backpack as I saw nash and Matt drive up in the driveway throw my window.

"BYE MOM" I said as I ran out the door being careful not run into anything.

"My main wassup" nash said from the car.

"Nothing much" I said hoping into the back seat of his jeep.

"Let's go I'm hungry" Matt said pointing straight ahead.

"We can go to the jack-n-the-box across from school?"

"It's food" matt said looking at nash

"Sounds good"

As we pulled out of the driveway as Matt pointed up and screamed "we are off to get food"

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After we ordered all of us sat down in a booth by the window. Nash sat across
from me and Matt.

A few minutes later our order was called and Matt shot straight up
"I'll get the food"

When he returned with the tray of food he had already eaten half of his fries.
Wow he is always hungry.

Halfway through my fries a group of girls from my school came up to me and the boys.

"Um I was wondering of we could get a picture?" The girl said literally shaking I noticed her from my social studies class. She sat infront of me.

"Sure" nash said as him and Matt got up to take selfies with the 7 girl group.
I always forget they were famous for those split seconds I feel like I've known them my whole life and could trust them with anything.

When they finished taking selfies we had to leave so I wouldn't be late for 1st period.

As nash pulled up to school I jumped out and hugged Matt through the passenger window them ran around to hug nash.

"Bye bæ" matt shouted as I ran to class

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As the bell rang I met up with Jenna and Zack. We decied today we would go out to eat.