Nash POV
After that text the other night I knew there was something wrong I just didn't know how to confront the situation.
The reason me and Karina became so close so fast is because I felt like I already knew her like I've meet her before or something.
When I met cameron he was dating a girl. But they broke up a few days after cameron and I meet. He started to talk about her but never anything big not her name just small things like, she had a hard life, she cut herself, and that she is a Lonley girl but has a happy side you just need to find it inside of her. He always seemed so happy when he would talk about her. He never did tell me why they broke up. But all the feelings I saw in Cam when he would talk about that girl he saw in Karina. There was something they weren't telling us.
Matt just went upstairs to tell shawn and Karina that we are going to walmart.
As Karina and Shawn made their way downstairs we all got into the Car. Karina sat to my left.
She grew quieter the longer we were in the car.
"Hey are you ok?" I asked her when I noticed something on her leg. It looked like scars? Had she cut herself is that what she was keeping from us.
"Yeah a little tired I guess" she reopened as she pulled down her shorts so that I couldn't identify the marks on her thighs
"Are you sure you can talk to me" I said concerned about one of my best friends.
Matt decided to budd in "bæ you always have us"
"I'm fine guys" Karina said climbing over the seat because we had arrived at Walmart
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As we walked down the asle to get the stuff we were assigned I had been thinking about what Cameron had been saying to me in the past and how hidm and Karina seemed so connected.
"How are you darling" I said to Karina putting my arm around her
"Anything you want to talk about" Matt said joining me
Then Kairna lashed out on us. I could tell she was annoyed by us
Them matt decide to cut straight to the point
"What's on your leg" Matt said
I told her about the text message we received about her she showed us her scars.
I had no reaction. What I had seen in the car didn't cut half of it. There where scars from years of cutting even fresh cuts from recent times. I felt horrible how could I have not seen this. Karina was the girl cameron told me about after all these years of wondering. That's why they had acted so weird around each other. I just need to know a little more. What happend to them. What did cameron do to her. Why did she come back but to Shawn not cam. Why did Karina cut.
Matt asked her if she was keeping any other secrets. I want expecting anything but she caught me off guard
"Me and Shawn did it"
"What?!?" I said in unison with Matt
I need to talk to cameron
Cameron's POV
When I saw that simple kiss between shawn and Karina I knew I would never have her.
As we arrived at the house shawn and Karina made their way upstairs as the rest of us separated into the kitchen and tv room where we spend most of our time.
Nash pulled me into the living room shutting the door behind us
"What the hell man when where you going to tell me Karina is the girl you dated junior year!!??"
"How. How did you kn-"
"I'm your best friend dude you tell me everything a rock could put that together, you have a lot of explaning to do"
Cameron sat me down on the couch and started to talk
"Karina and I were neighbors and grew up togther. We started to get closer, that's when we started dating my junior year. We spent all our time togther it was teenage love the kind you could never forget. But I made a stupid mistake one night at a party and she wasn't ready... I wanted her so bad" cameron said choking back tears
"What did you do" I said sacred
"I tired to rape her"
"Dude"
"Thank god maddie came in and stopped me, after that she never talked to me again, I found out what happend from maddie by then Karina hated me. A few months later I met you and started my career. I heard about her here and there. When I was dating her she had just began to cut, I hated that she did that but it was never serious she tierd to commit suicde a few months after I left for LA and become famous then joined magcon. I hated myself because I knew I was the one who ruined her" cameron continued crying
I gave him a hug as he whisperd in my ear "I will not lose her to shawn" then cameron got up and left me sitting in shock on the couch
"I still love her" he said as he reached for the door knob
"I know you do man but she is happy leave her alone" I said getting up heading towards him
"NO! I didnt beileve that she never gave me the second chance I deserve or even let me explain myself she still loves me I know it"
"Her and shawn had sex"
"No...no no no" cameron said sliding down the door as he sat wrapped in a ball crying
"I'm sorry"
He sat there for about a minute
"No I'm fine" cameron said getting up "she may not love me anymore but I'll show her how much I still love her" then left me
Sorry it's a little late I try to update every 5days if you haven't noticed. Wednesday was my b-day so I was busy and then I broke my toe Friday lol Ikr my luck. Hope your liking it it's getting juciyyyy yassss who do you ship? Krashawna or krameron
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