Sanders sides oneshots (request closed)

Goodbye.

Trigger warning: Mayor angst, suicide, blood, knife

idea sugested by: @G41acc

Ship: logince

My dearest Logan, 

I'm sorry for what I'm about to do, but don't worry, it's for the best. Why keep on suffering when there's no point on preventing the inevitable?

When you read this, I'll be dead. Or at least, I hope I'll be. I'm just so tired, so exausted of living like this... well, this is barely living anymore. 

For being alive, you have to be pasionate, brave, happy. You need a spark. Unfortunally, the flame of my heart is almost extinct, there's nothing keeping it alive apart from your love. Thank you for trying to keep me by your side, but it's useless. I've made my decision.

That's why I'm writing this letter, to say goodblye, to tell you how sorry I am for all the pain I've put you through. But trust me when I say that the world won't miss me. During this last year, my world has fallen into pieces, and I've lost so many people who were dear to me... None of them will care that I'm gone. But still, please make sure to tell Remus I miss him after so many years being apart, tell Virgil that he can keep my disney merch, tell Patton that he was the best friend I ever had, remind him to keep smiling, and tell Janus that I forgive him for all that he did. Finally, Logan, I want to tell you that I love you. I love you with every inch of my being, and I don't want you to forget that, not even when I'm well gone. I want you to keep living, to keep being so amazingly wonderful, to finish your astrology studies and become a teacher, to find someone better for you who won't leave your side. But, overall, I want you to be happy.

Goodbye, Logan, my dearest. I hope I can see you again on the other side,

Roman 

"Oh. Oh no. Roman, Roman no-" Logan finished reading the letter and ran to Roman's room. 

He couldn't have- No. He had to be in time. He couldn't have done it yet. 

Logan got into the room and saw him. 

"N-N-no... No, Roman... Roman, please god, no... Please, please, please Roman no..." Logan sobbed. 

His whole boddy shook, not being able to sustain itself. His knees finally gave up, as Logan collapsed on the floor. The floor was warm and wet, and you could feel the liquid running down the tiles. 

Logan's glasses had fallen with him, now a few feet away, already stained with red. Logan's vision was blurry, and even tho the tears made it imposible for him to see, he still tried to focus his attention on the body in front of him. He had to make sure he was still breathing. He had to be breathing!

"Come on Roman... Please, please, wake up," Logan begged, leaning towards his partner, crawling to his side, his hands gliding 'cause of the blood, "You can't- you can't, please, no, you can't... not yet. Please, Roman, you can't-"

Logan got by his side, and checked for the lightlest clue of life. Logan placed his hand on Roman's chest, leaving a red hand-print. No movement. No breath. No pulse. 

"No... Roman, please, you can't! You can't go yet! Please... come on Roman! Don't leave me! I need you!" Logan cried, falling with a loud thud next to his lover, "Please!"

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Patton heard cries from the other room. He ran to the room where the sound had came from, not knowing what to expect when he got through the door 

"Logan, is he-" Patton started, as he walked though the door, "Ah!" 

He was greeted by a horendous image. The floor was covered by the deep, dark, red blood that was emerging from Roman's neck. There was a knive next to him. His white shirt was stained by the blood, half of it covered by the liquid already, with a handprint, also red, in the middle of his chest. His eyes where closed, his face was white. He had cut one of the main arterias, causing inmidate death.

Logan was by his side, in the floor, crying. Patton had never seen Logan cry like this before. He had mucus coming out of his nose, and his eyes where red from the tears. He had blood in his hands, in his clothers, in his face... Patton located Logan's glasses a feet away from his friend, along with a piece of paper.

Tears started to form Patton's eyes, "Roman...?"

"He's gone," Logan sobbed, "He- he's gone..."

Yay, death! I hope I managed to break your hearts succesfully!