bughead || broken

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              it was the evening when I got a call , it was from the hospital
  my mom was at , "hello , is this Elizabeth cooper "yes hello" "you might want to sit down for this" "why what happened" I asked , "a few hours ago you're mom was found hanging from a ceiling fan from a belt she stole from one of the guards , though she isn't dead she did get serious damage to her body" "oh . Alright . Well I really can't be there" "what do you mean" "I'm thousands of miles away so I won't go out of my way to visit her , just send my the hospital bill and however much you want for staying with her" "oh , alright" I put down the phone and put my hands over my face is frustration , to distract myself I invited over jughead because Jules was still with her family because of her grandpa , it was a bit later when I heard someone banging on my door , I opened it and Charles barged in and slapped me in the face , "I was at one of the biggest frat party's of the year when I get a call and hear that mom went totally phyco and hanged herself and that you're not even gonna visit her while her brains on her last 5 percent" "she's not my priority" "she's our mother" "she's you're mother , not mine" "if you seriously think you got into college with you're iq you're in for a harsh truth betty" "I worked myself to the bone the last year of my life to escape her when she made the decision to shoot up coke in a alley way somewhere , shed be better off dead" he then grabbed me and pulled me to the floor while we fought each other when jughead managed to pull us off each other Charles started crying , "I lost my family to , I was hurting too" "I didn't cause you're pain Charles" "don't you know how I feel , every night seeing my mom never around and watching my sister kill herself for the last 10 years , I had nothing but I can still go pay my sick mom a visit" "how about when she was to weak to take care of us and we were bouncing  around foster homes , I don't think you were the one who was getting touched every night so that you're sibling wouldn't , or when I would go home almost everyday since I was ten cleaning up the house and making it look normal so you knew you're mom wasn't a pathetic before you got home , I spent my entire life protecting you , so god for bid I don't care if my mom wants to off herself but it isn't my job to protect you anymore." he walked away and I slowly closed the door , I went to my bed "you heard all of that right" he nodded , I turned my head and cried for a bit while jughead tried to comfort me , "can you lay next to me , just for a bit" he nodded "yeah" "please don't look at me as vulnerable " I said while crying "no of course not" I nodded ,