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Betty
It's Friday i was getting ready for the drive in with jug-head I think was his name , wack asf , the week passed bye extremely fast , schools good I do the newspaper and not everyone there's a dick , so that's fine .
I picked this outfit

I was ready bye 7 I told my mom to , "I'm going to the drive in " "with who" she asked "my friend" "who's this friend" "Gladys son, jug-head I think I said , she nodded "Um , ok we'll have fun" "will do" I walked out and saw him in his car , I got in "hi" I said "hi" we drove there , I think he tried to hide his car so the other football people wouldn't see him , I don't blame him , I watched the movie and made hardly any conversation , I caught jughead staring at me "what is it" "nothing your just like really pretty"
I smiled at him , "thanks" I watched the rest of the movie , then it was over, we drove home , "night" I said "bye" I went in the house "mom I'm here" I heard nothing so I went to check if she was asleep , I walked in and saw my mom laying in the floor , maybe she got bored and went to sleep on the floor , she did that a lot , I shook her a little to go to her bed "Polly is that you dear" , my mom had schizophrenia , "no it's betty" "polly go ask your dad" "there gone now mom" she would often get WIERD and smile "what are you talking about betty , pollys here shes always been" I felt a tear roll down my cheek "Polly won't be here for a while mom" she nodded "ill see her soon" she said , "no , you won't" she smiled , +self harm warning+ I walked out the room and went to mines sobbing , I pushed everything off of my desk quickly and then sat down and grabbed my pointy pen , then I just cut deep in my room , I often had episodes were I'd get super mad and scream and cry , I didn't often hurt myself unless I was reminded , i felt tears consume myself while I just cut , deep I couldn't help it I couldn't stop it , I heard the rock hit the window I got startled , I quickly covered my arm and dried my tears then turned around , I saw jughead from across I opened my window "-hey" "are you okay?" He asked , me I nodded "yeah I'm fine , good" I stuttered "oh , ok " I nodded "night" "night" I closed my window and closed my Curtians, I grabbed alcohol and put a little towel in my mouth while I put it on , I put bandage over it and then went to sleep
It's been 2 weeks , I think it's all passed bye so quickly I've been ok , I do work at the newspaper , witch is a extra credit , i hang out with jughead quite a lot , he has a understanding to me , he's cool to , if you got to understand him he's not a typical football boy , he doesent like football really , he has a reputation, witch I semi understand, his dad left when he was 7 after years of domestic abuse , I haven't told anyone about my dad or sister , it changes the way they look at me as a person , they see this weak vulnerable person , but I want to be , me I guess , i was getting ready because jughead wanted me to go to his house , for a surprise? I don't know he invited his bestfriend Archie he's really cool , I got dressed and walked to his house , out moms went on a little trip for like two days to "find themselves" dumb right , I knocked on the door , he awnsered "hi" "hi" he said , "we're all sitting at the table" I nodded I walked there and saw a girl , she was pretty , I sat next to Archie witch was across from jughead and this other girl
   "So why are we accompanied bye a table" I asked , "well you guys are my like only friends , we'll only friend I care to tell" I nodded "this is my , girlfriend , Claire, " we and Archie slightly laughed , "not funny" he said , "well you can drop that icebreaker and except us not to" he smiled slightly , then they ate and just , talked "are you gonna eat betty" jughead asked I shook my head "no I'm good" he nodded ,
After a couple minutes the girl asked "so , betsy, do you have a boyfriend" I smiled "no" "oh , why your extremely pretty" I couldn't tell if she was being sarcastic "thank , you but I don't really like put my heart out it's kinda dumb to me" she nodded , if only I could express the truth , minor detail I forgot to mention , did I ? Hahhha silly me , anyways I like jughead , not to much just like the way he kinda talks and he's extremely attractive, anyways after a little bit they went to jugheads room to talk or something I forgot , me and Archie talked "wanna play just dance" "bet" we were playing for a couple minutes "what do you think there doing" I asked "fucking" I laughed "you seen I wouldn't disagree if jughead wasn't a pussy" he nodded "agreed, you know secretly I've always shipped you two" "no" I said ,"oh cmon I get it's only been 2 weeks but the chemistry" I rolled my eyes "I hate like liking people" "why" he asked "just cause" "oh cmon there has to be a reason" I nodded "because the closer you get to people , the more attached you get , the scarier it is to lose them when they , walk out" I said , he nodded "that when sort of , dark bro lol" I nodded "I think I'm gonna go home I'm not feeling well" I said , he nodded , I went to jughead door and knocked , he opened with a lipstick mark on his cheek I wiped it with my thumb and showed it to him "anyways I'm going home I'll see you tomorrow" he nodded I left the house , I went home and saw my bike out of the garage , it was unusual because I never took it out , maybe my chic did , I thought maybe a bike ride would be fun , I got on and rode to the local library
    I sat in front of it and though about how pathetic I am, I was distracted staring at the ground , I heard a noise in the bushes , it scared the shit out of me "hello" , I saw a man , he had a mask over his face , fuck I got up and bolted , I thought my lungs would burst , I didn't know were to go because he was right behind me in a car , witch took some time to start , but if I went to my house he'd now were I lived , so I peddled to the police station , I ran in I made some shut excuse because they'd call my mom and she's make a deal about it , "hi I feel unsafe at the moment , I don't know I have mental disorders can I please get a ride home it would make me feel safe , I feel watched " she nodded "yeah sit down darling" I nodded , a officer came out a couple minutes later "come on" , I nodded I went in the car , I was quite when we got there I said "thank you sir have a good day" he nodded "stay safe" , I walked in and went to my room , it felt like I over thought about the guy for hours , I was afraid .