bughead || broken

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    I woke up In a cold sweat , hearth beating 100 times a second , then I ran to the living room at 4 in the morning.
   I turned on the tv and flipped through the news channels , Channel 6 , "mad made forest fire burns acres" , green dale I i dug my hands in my hair then ran to my room to grab my phone and repeatedly called jughead , "channel 6" I said , "turn on youre tv channel 6 " and I heard him grab his remote and flick through the channels, "fuck" "I killed 5 fucking people and burnt down a nazi mansion along with a quarter of the fucking forest , I'm gonna go to jail for fucking life there gonna zap me up on a fucking grill" I said , "as if they weren't gonna stab both of our hearts out" "My heads gonna be on a stick bye to tommrow" "with what evidence" "I don't know I dont fucking know the kids are gonna wind up missing there's gonna be a investigation for rich white nazis and I'm gonna get caught for fucking rat poisoning them" "it's gonna be fine , either way it was self defense just say one of them knocked down one of there weird cult candles" , "you're right , yeah you're right ugh okay I'm gonna try to sleep now" "ok I love you" "love you to" I said , I tried to sleep for hours and just ended up staring at the ceiling for a hour , until I got up , I ran to get ready in all black and then grabbed gloves and hats , i drove back to the place , it was on fire and boarded off , the police hadn't conducted a investigation because they were just trying to calm the fire , I went to the small gift shop witch was the nearest to the nazi house and the forest , the only place for miles .
I went there and I went around the back , I saw a small crawl space , I kicked it a couple times and it shattered and I got in , then looked around for some type of room , I found it and saw a computer and back supplies stuff and shelf's , and I turned in the computer and tried looking through the security cameras , it took a couple of YouTube tutorials to get it but I was able to erase the last week like it never happens and took the tape , then I left withought a trace
the next couple of days I didn't go to school ,
I didn't talk to anyone , especially jughead the kids of course , ruled missing , before that aperantly they all ran away , the him that I burnt wasn't there's , they knew the guest weren't home , or maybe they killed them to .
either way the person had insurance , I hope . the bones are gonna show up eventually , maybe a suicide pack or a cult , probably what it was either way , it was Friday night , I was at the drive in all the way in at the front and I heard a tap at the window , jughead , so I unlocked the car and he got in "hey" I said , "hi" "we're have you been" "you ask that everytime I vanish and you know exactly were I am" " I suppose I wouldn't have to if you'd just stop randomly vanishing withought telling anyone and isolating yourself and coming back and acting like it never happened " "all you ever do is act like it never happened" "well you could at least talk to me"
"And we're has that gotten me , I roped you into my mess and now I'm getting you out of it , out of my life" I said , "if this is about the Reggie thing I really don't care" "I almost got you're heart stabbed out , i put you in all my mess and you were no help , and I want you out of my life because it's obvious that me missing for a couple days after I killed 5 people and started a forest fire is to much for you , so I'm sorry but I want you out of my life forever" , it was harsh but I wanted him to get the message , I didn't actually want him gone I just don't want him getting caught for my mess , he grabbed my hand and looked at me "you really bad at this , you might've been a good actor at the nazi cabin but you a horrible one when it comes to real life" "probably because you're life was on the line" "MY life was on the line betty , you're only pushing me away because you think it's dangerous for me to get caught and I know it , you think I can't handle whatever this is and I'd rather have my heart ripped out that night than be away from you" I nodded "fuck you" I said then kissed him