bughead || broken

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               the next couple of days was about worrying , if I had a fingerprint left , if he rated me out
           I registered a meeting , I talked to the guy through the glass , he looked at me and then grabbed  the phone , looking he wanted to break the glass and choke me , "so hows death row treating you" I said ,
     "I killed 2 girls that's not gonna take me to death row" , "why didn't you tell anyone I was there"
"because what are they gonna do ? Give you a metal" he said , "are you ever sorry" , she shook his head "you killed a 11 year old girl , that's a child , and you're rot in prison for the rest of you're fucking life"
              "I wish it were you I killed" he said , "if it weren't here then I wish it would've been me to"
"You're here because of what I said about my dad" , I shook my head "then why are you here" "I don't know" , "you're friend that was with you he probably flaked on you huh" "he's not like that" , yes he is, "oh but he had to at least tried to get away from you or thought about it , but phycotic people tend to push , until you get you're way" "you're not wrong" I said , "I know I'm not"  "no most of the time you are , but I'm only saying this because you're like me , you're twisted to , you know this because once they found out the left , they all walked away , you robbakt moved here , became a serial killer rapist , living the american dream" he nodded
          Then the guard guy came in and said the time was over "I'll see you soon" I said then walked out the door
    I went home and like read for a couple hours , there was a party , not surprising , but it was raining and I couldn't ride my bike , I just drove to pops , I sat at the booth and tried to distract myself at how boring I was , when I decided to go back home there were 2 cars parked awfully close to mine , I knew it was a sign for human trafficking , so I just turned around and then I got taken back a second bye someone grabbing my wrist , I turned and saw a deranged looking man , I grabbed back my wrist and he sorta grabbed me , and I got my arm free and elbowed him in the throat , then I ran into my car , I was crying and driving super crazy , when I got home I started screaming for my mom , or Charles , but they weren't home , they rarely were I remeber running to my room and running the bath , I layed there for a second while the water started to fill up , the last thing I was gonna do was that I called jughead , "I'm sorry , I'm really sorry"  "betty what are you talking about" I heard the noise in the back ground , he was at the part probably , "I've only known you for 2 months but I feel like we're a elderly couple and I've known you for a life time , I love you" "you're starting to scare me betty what's wrong" , then I hung up , I was panting and I didn't think and everything was blurry I still had my whole outfit on including my shoes , it took 3 minutes for the bath to fill , and another 5 for me to prepare myself , when I was in for like two minutes I felt my brain wanting to go up , like maybe I didn't want to die , but my Body said it was the only way , then I heard something in the distance , and my body got grabbed from the water , I started coughing and crying even harder , then I looked up and saw jughead , I hugged him while I was sitting up in the bath , "geez fuck thank god you're ok" "I'm sorry I'm really sorry" I said , "I don't care what you did and we never have to talk about it ever again I just care that you're okay" he said , "I love you" , "yeah I love you to"
                When I got out I changed my clothes and sat on my bed , jughead waited in my chair , "hey" "hi" he said, "wanna play a board game I have monopoly and I'll even let you win" "you're on" , I grabbed it and we sat on the floor and played it , monopoly was never ending we sat and played it for literally 3 hours , just laughing and stuff , distracting me from the fact I tried to kill my self only a bit ago ,
   we were almost done when he told me "I'm trying out for the talent show" "talent show?" "Yeah the one with singing and stuff " he nodded , "well what act are you doing " "I'm just doing a song" I nodded , "when's tryouts" , "tomorrow" "tommorow ?" "Yeah" he said "well you need to pull a all mightier and learn how to sing first , "I've been practicing for it for a while actually , I nodded , "well I'll be there" "thanks"