Automatic Love

•chapter 43•

                   Brea's P.O.V.

Shame. What a damn shame. After all this time..has he been leading me on for what, his own pleasure? Why was I dumb enough to let him make me feel some type of way about him? Wait a minute..why do I feel like crying? My eyes were filling up with water, leaving my face salty from the tears I've stared to shed.

"Brea please just let me explain everything. I promise that what you saw is a big misunderstanding." Tai in the background.

I wiped my tears away quickly and took a deep breath. Then, I turned around and faced him. He looked concerned even his eyes were a little watery.

"No I get it..I really do. If you liked her, why are you wasting your time with me? I let you get close to me when we shouldn't. What is your intention?!" I argued.

"What? Brea, I'm not and never was close to that woman! We never talk at all! She came onto me when I was waiting for you! Plus, I'm always with you most of the time! And what intention? there's no intention!" He argued back.

I want to believe him, but I just can't. My trust issues are horrible thanks to my past experiences.

"I don't trust you Tai. As of matter of fact, I want you out of my life. I'm done!" I confessed.

His eyes widened. His skin was turning the shade as Casper. "Brea, you don't mean that..do you? " He asked. Things were already getting out of hand. His voice was even shaking a bit. Is this all an act?

Half of me doesn't mean it. And deep down, Tai deserves to explain himself. But, I can't do it. I can't believe him. I've been hurt before and I'm not getting hurt again.

I stood there in silence, not looking at him in the eye.

"Wow. Okay. If that's what you want, then fine." He responded coldly.

Things were going great for the both of us or at least that's what I thought. Now it ended up into something ugly and horrifying. And to think that I could be able to trust him, I was wrong.

"Open your trunk..now!" I demanded.

He let out a sigh and took out his keys. Then, he popped it open and I was able to grab what I need to get quickly. Once I got both stuff, I walked away as fast as I can from him so he can get out of my sight. Gosh, I can't even look at him the same anymore.

I stopped walking and turned back to him. He was still standing, facepalming. "You know, I really thought you were different and thought highly of you..but I guess I was wrong as always." I said and ended up leaving for real this time.

Disappointment must be my middle name.

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                     Tai's P.O.V.

The one thing that I just wanted to do at the moment is to just scream my lungs out and punch something. I was angry. So angry that horrible unexpected things had to come our way and mess up something with someone that I truly cared about.

Our friendship is very valuable and precious to me. She doesn't know this but she has changed my life and made it better before Peng moved here. I was alone. Had no one. Hell, I didn't even want to go out as much. But, all of that has changed ever since we bumped into each other.

Now I don't know what to do. She won't hear me out on what really happened and most likely hates my guts. Anger had appear. I bald up my fists and clenched my jaw. Then, I looked over at Everly who had a sly smirk on her face and flipped her hair as if nothing happened.

"This is your fucking fault! You assaulted me in a way that has caused a huge misunderstanding. Don't you realized what you've done?!" I scolded.

She let out a chuckle.