Transforming Mendes

Ch 27

"Yes, come right in!" Mrs. Simpson greeted me

"Thanks" I weakly smiled, and ran up to his room

When I reached his door I quickly ran in and spotted him laying on his bed, listening to music.

I paused for a second as tears ran down my face. Connery eyes were bolting at me and he jumped up and held me in his arms

"What's wrong!?" He worried

I looked at him with pain in my eyes and he knew I was hurting badly.

"Shawn?" He whispered, with disappointment

I wiped a tear and nodded.

"That asswhole! What did he do?"

"He cheated on me." My voice cracked horribly

"What?!" Conner shouted,"I'll make him pay for this! I swear it!"

"No, Conner please." I cried

"Bri. Come on! Your seriously leaving him off the hook like this?!"

I refused to answer, and Conner gave me a side smile and sighed.

"I love you Sabrina.","And I can't stand to see you hurt." He hugged me

I knew coming to Conners would make me feel some what better.

He's the only one I have now.

Besides my family and all, but honestly, they wouldn't understand. They never do.

I hugged Conner as tight as I can and he stroked my hair.

"Im here for you, don't worry." He whispered

I cried into his chest for the longest. Until, I was finally out of tears and the sadness was slowly fading away.

Then, came the anger...

"That fucking jerk!" I yelled

"How could he!"-"Does he have any idea how much he hurt me?!"-"I want to hurt him so bad!"

The topic changed constantly and Conner was there, going along with everything I said

"Yes, yes. I understand"-"I agree."-"totally."

After a couple hours of going on and on, the pain and anger was slowly fading away into exhaustion.

Conner drove me home and offered to stay the night but I refused.

"I think it's best if I just had some time to myself" I gave him a side smile

He smiled and gave me a hug and a nod.

"Ok. Just call me if anything, love you"

I nodded and waved goodbye as he exited my house.

I wasn't ready to say "I love you" just yet. I know he meant it in a friendly way, but, I just couldn't. Not yet. Not for a while, at least.

I ran up to my bedroom, ignoring my mother and sisters worried glares and constant tormenting about what had happened.

I locked my self in my room and collapsed into bed.

I put some love songs on and...just, let myself be sad

Because, sometimes that's what you need to do.

Let it all out.

I piled blankets up top of me and turned the Christmas lights I had dangling around my bedroom

I listened to one of the best artist on my playlist that always sang exactly what I was feeling, when I was feeling it.; Ed Sheeran 💘