Transforming Mendes

ch 36

-Sabrinas Pov

I didn't bother finishing the rest of the school day.

I just decided to walk home instead.

I ran up to my room and shut the door.

I couldn't take it anymore.

I cried and cried, thinking about how Shawn expressed his love to me and i couldn't say anything back.

I texted Conner to let him know i wasn't feeling well and that i had to go home, so he wouldn't Look for me.

I also, texted him saying i couldn't hang out.

I felt pretty guilty about the whole thing, but i just can't stand to see him right now.

*4:30 pm*

I was asleep when i heard my door creek open.

I slowly stood up to see shawn.

He took a seat right next to me, and looked at me with sad eyes.

"Hey Bri, you probably don't want to see me right now, but i just want t-

As he was going on, i began to feel those familiar butterflies that I've always felt when i was with him.

I went into a chrance as he was talking and i just couldnt resist much longer.

I put my hand on his cheek and he got quiet.

Our eyes met.

We began to lean in, and this time, i had no intention in stopping.

I pulled his neck closer into me, and our lips touched.

Shawn stopped for a second and looked at me in shock.

"But, Conner..."he whispered, still extremely close to me.

"Can we just forget about that for a second." i sighed

He smiled and placed his hand on my neck, pulling me in for another kiss.

We refused to part from eachother.

*

We were laying in bed together, with the covers over is.

Sneaking kisses from time to time and telling one another how much we love eachother.

I know im with Conner, and you can call this cheating, but this felt so right.