Transforming Mendes

Ch 28

-Sabrina's Pov

The next morning I woke up with a huge headache and puffy eyes.

It was 11am, and I had no intention of getting up.

"So this is how getting your heart broken feels..." I mumbled to myself

"Sucks." I scoffed, and rolled to the other side of the bed.

-Shawn's Pov

Yesterday was crazy.

I didn't expect Bri to just burst in like that.

Vanessa was at my house again. As she was kissing me, I started to feel really uncomfortable.

What's going on with me?

I began to push her away and she looked at me with confusion.

"I'm getting sick..." I lied

She looked at me in disgust and slithered away from me

"Yup...very contagious!" I lied again.

"Oh! Look at the time! I have to get going" she quickly grabbed her purse and ran out of my house.

Thank god she's gone!

I don't know what's going on with me.

I couldn't stop thinking about what happened yesterday

It was intense.

Bri looked pretty upset; no shit Sherlock, you cheated!

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"Oh god shawn, what have you done?!" I panicked

I couldn't process anything that was going on right now.

I just lost the best thing that's ever happened to me.

What am I going to do now?!

I began to have a panic attack and I was sure as hell I couldn't help it.

The guilt was eating me alive.

I began to flashback what happened, and started feeling sick to my stomach.

The way she looked at me, with such pain in her eyes made me hate myself even more.

I was so careless!

I didn't even stick up for her when Vanessa was telling her hurtful things (that certainly weren't true!) .

"God, this is all my fault."

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Read:

Ok so, shawn feels guilty about what happened & possibly wants Sabrina back.

THATS ALL.

(He hasn't realized anything about himself, only that he is a jerk.)