Transforming Mendes

ch 32

-Shawns Pov

I ran out of the car and back into my house.

I sat down on the corner of my bed and looked at myself in the mirror

Ugh, whats wrong with me?

I ran my fingers through my hair and took deep breaths to relax myself

I have to fix this.

Its probably too late to win sabrina back, but i still have to make thing right.

-Sabrinas Pov

Conner and i walked back hand in hand

I had to admit, it felt kinda weird being with someone other then shawn.

Even though, conner is my best friend, it still felt...weird.

When we got to my door i told conner i had a bunch of homework to do, so he decided to just go home.

"Text me later?" he smiled

I nodded and smiled also, causing him to leave.

When he was completely gone, i ran inside, to my room.

I thought about everything and gently smiled.

Im going to be just fine.

Im dating my best friend!

Then my smile slowly disappeared.

And, shawn...hes out of my life now.

Possibly, forever.

I began to feel depressed about everything.

And once again, the depression pulled me down and made me drown in my own sadness.

Hes the one that cheated...why do i feel guilty?

I rested my head on my bed and tried so hard not to cry.

Until, i heard the door slowly creek open.

It was my sister.

"Bri, you ok?" she gave me a side smile

"Ya, im fine. Im just tired" i weakly smiled, trying to get rid of that horrible crying feeling in my throat

She came over to me and sat on my bed, right next to me.

She put her arm around me and i rested my head on her shoulder.

"what happened..." she stated in a calming tone

I took a deep breath to feel more calm and started from the beginning to end.

I told her everything about Shawn and Conner and how our hopeless love story started...and ended.

"Wow." was all she could say

I nodded and she sighed.

"Looks like shawn was fine the way he was..."

"Ya. I miss the old him."

"And you know whos fault that was..." she hinted

I sighed and began to cry. She patted my back and continued.

"Shawn's an ass for cheating and and your a dumbass for making him the way he is."

I had nothing left to say.

I didn't deny, or anything. I just nodded.

"What do i do sis? Tell me..."

"Well.first of all, you need to quit this bullshit and fix everything. I want you to go apologoze to him and try to change him back.","make him realize who he has become."

I weakly smiled, and agreed.

"Thats exactly what i need to do."