Transforming Mendes

Ch 47

-Sabrina's Pov

There was 10 minutes to 9 so I decided to text Shawn.

Hey, where do you want to meet ?
-Me

A couple minutes later, making it 5 to 9, he replied.

Skate park ? :)
-Shawn

See you there
-Me

**

I locked my phone then smiled at the thought of him wanting to meet at the skate park.

I would have to sneak out considering My mother wanted me to go to bed early for the big move tomorrow. So she wouldn't be to happy about me going out.

I slipped my shoes and jacket on, and was on my way.

With my board in one hand and my phone in the other I hurried to the skate park to meet shawn.

Along the way I began to feel nervous. What ever we are going to talk about is going to get intense. I can already feel it.

I arrived A couple minutes later, considering the skate park was only 15 minutes away, on wheels.

I hopped the gate, into the park, mysteriously and nervously looking around for Shawn.

With my board in my hand I waited anxiously.

Until, I heard wheels sliding across the hard concrete hill.

I looked both ways then immediately saw Shawn.

I smiled and slowly walked over to him skating and attempting to do tricks.

"Shawn?" I said awkwardly standing there

"Hey! Sabrina..." He gently smiled, nervously walking over to me.

"I see you brought your board" he looked down at me and smiled, but this time with a certain sentalmemtality to it.

I nodded my head and had the awkwardest smile ever plastered on my face.

His smile slowly faded and he got serious. "You look beautiful." He said, stroking a piece of my hair behind my ear.

His body moved close mine and we just stared at each other, eye to eye.

I cleared my throat, then nervously looked down.

"I'm sorry...I guess I was just speaking my thoughts out loud"

"It's fine."

"Sabrina, the reason I brought you here is because I wanted to apologize."

I stayed quiet and he continued.

"I'm so sorry." He whispered, as his voice gently cracked, causing my insides to hurt and my heart to ache.

"I'm so sorry. It wasn't your fault. I just got all freaked out emotionally, I felt it all coming at me all at once. I just don't want to lose you. It's my biggest nightmare." He held my cheek

I looked deep into his eyes and felt his pain.

"No, Im sorry. I should of told you, but I just couldn't. It was to painful" I sighed

He bit his lip, and nodded. "It's ok I get it"

I gave him a side smile then hugged him.

"Do you forgive me ?" He said

"Of course I do."

**

An hour later, making it 10pm, Shawn and i were spread across the ground, looking up at the stars.

I told him how everything went, and how I'm actually very heartbroken to be leaving him.

He scooted in closer to me and I laid my head on his chest, with my arm wrapped around him.

"I want you to stay with me." He said, causing me to get chills

"I want to stay with you..." I replied

"Then do it!","We'll finish school, then move in together!" He said, amazingly planning our future together

"I wish I could." I smiled thinking of the thought

Shawn snapped back into reality and turned my cheek to meet his eyes.

His eyes dimmed, and he leaned in close.

I am completely in love with this boy.

Our lips moved in sync and all the horrible thoughts of me having to leave him escaped my mind.

At this moment, it was just me and him.

And I can't lose him. Something has to be done.