Goodbye Lullaby (COMPLETED)

Chapter 30

But you'll never be alone
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn
Baby, I'm right here
-
Dusk Till Dawn by ZAYN ft. Sia

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Eros made me pee before sleeping after about 3 rounds more. He was insatiable. Nagulat nga rin ako na nakaya ko siyang sabayan even when it was my first time.

I caressed his cheek. He was still sleeping soundly with his arms around me. My cheeks heated. He did all the move last night and it was all awesome.

His face stirred a bit after I kissed the tip of his nose. Napangiti ako. His hair is longer now. Tumutusok na sa nakasara niyang mga mata dahilan para matabunan ang mahahaba ring pilikmata. His nose is pointed and his thin lips protruded a bit.

I was so used to seeing his face everyday back when we were just friends, but I only noticed how handsome he is after sharing two hot make out sessions. Hindi ko naman kasi inakalang magiging kami noon. Our circle is small and I had never really thought of making Eros or Valentine my boyfriend then. In fact, I found girls weird for liking my friends.

We were together every damn day so I got extremely used to the three motherfuckers that their looks didn't matter to me anymore. I bet that's also how Eros and Valen have thought of me before. Kapag naghahanap kasi kami ng kalandian, nakatingin agad kami sa labas ng maliit naming circle. So I never really looked at my friends' face as potential boytoys. Nagulat na nga lang ako, ang gwapo pala ng boyfriend ko ngayon.

Eros closed in on me as if there's still space left between us. This is our morning routine: more cuddles before getting out of bed. May nag-iba nga lang ngayon.

Did I mention that I'm sore all over? It's like I had a hardcore massage! My middle hurts like fucking hell. My back, too!

Eros rested his forehead against my lips. Nakapikit pa rin at talagang sumiksik at bumaba pa sa lebel ko upang gawin iyon. Hinalikan ko siya ro'n ng tatlong beses bago humiwalay. Kaunti lang since he wouldn't let go of me.

"Happy birthday, my love." I whispered, but then my lips turned into a frown when it came out hoarse.

Eros' eyes opened. Umagang umaga ay nakitaan ko ng aliw ang mala-kape niyang mga mata.

"Babe," he smiled widely. "Good morning." Then I felt his hand roaming inside his shirt that I'm wearing. The hair in my body stood when he traced my spine up to my nape. I bit my lower lip and cuddled close to his neck.

Tumihaya siya at dinala ako sa paghiga. Half of my body was on top of his. Nakapulupot ang isa niyang kamay sa beywang ko habang ang isa nama'y naglilikot. He was topless and with only his boxers on. I was wearing a fresh underwear and his shirt that he just pulled from our closet.

"How are you feeling?" He asked when his hand travelled to my ass. Niyakap ko siya nang mahipit.

"Masakit..." sabay kaming natigilan sa namamaos kong boses. Lumipat ang kamay niya sa aking baba at inangat iyon para matignan ang mukha ko. His eyebrows raised and lips parted a bit. Namula ang pisngi ko.

"You moaned so loud—"

"Eros!"

His laughter broke free. Hinampas ko ang dibdib niya at nagsumiksik sa kanyang leeg. Agad niya rin naman akong binalot sa mga braso niya at hinalikan sa ulo. What the fuck! Did I really lost my voice because I was moaning too much last night? And he found it amusing? Gosh!

Napasinghap ako. "Love, we have a set later!" Halos mapabangon pa sa naalala. "Oh gods! I can't go there with my voice like this!"

Nakakunot na ang noo niya na tila iniinterpret pa ang sinabi ko. I couldn't talk straight! My voice was breaking!