Desire

Chapter 21 🖤

There is a video for this chapter it is there specifically for special reasons. I will tell you when to play it enjoy (:

"Alright let's talk Elijah" "Why did you leave, you don't want to be here anymore? Are you not happy here with everyone.. with me?" "I am happy but I was scared and confused.." "A lot of stuff was going through my mind that I decided I thought it was better for me to leave." "No Y/N you can't leave. I need you here. Don't leave without letting me know first okay."

"Will you kill me once you are bored of me?" His eyes widened as I said that. "What the hell are you talking about? I would never lay a finger on you, especially kill you. What made you think that?" "Someone told me that is your cycle and you kill the women you have been with once you are bored of them." "No Y/N I have never done that and I wouldn't lay a finger on you to harm you in any way shape or form."

Play the video, if the video is over before you finishing reading it you can reply as many times as you want now enjoy (;

"I would only lay a finger on you only if you asked me to. So don't leave me I need you here with me. Since you have been misbehaving lately I have to punish you.. don't I?" As I looked at Elijah I knew what he was doing.. and I desired him for a long time. I can feel the tension in the air. Both of us wanted to rip our clothes off each other at any moment. So I decided to take charge this time.

I grabbed him by his shirt and kissed so hard and he was in shock about what was happening but he liked it. He then grabs me and picks me up and puts me on the counter and kisses me hard, running his fingers through my hair and pushing my head towards him. He then kisses my neck leaving me a mark letting me know I was his property and only his. His tongue travels all over my mouth. He kissed me with so much passion and hunger, lust. He desired me deeply and completely. I was all his.

I removed his shirt and begin to kiss his chest slowly as he grunts to the feeling. I began to tease him and lick his chest. And he kisses me again never breaking the kiss. He took off my shirt as he looked at me and examined me. "You are so beautiful and you are all mine as he whispered in my ear.." He picked me up once again and laid me on the bed while looking at me with a grin on his face as he unbuttoned his pants. I was scared because I was still a virgin.

He soon then comes down to me and kisses me while biting my lower lip and smiling. He makes both my arms go above my head. As he kissed my breast I let out many deep breaths every second, every minute I have never felt this way before. My first time would be with him.. He looks at me and asks me once again to be sure. "Are you sure?" "Yes" he smiles and whispers "Good girl, now let's play and behave."

As he went in, I felt pressure but I dealt with the pain. As he went in he made sure he was very careful as he knew I was virgin but soon he started to pick up the pace. I let out more deep breaths as he let out deep grunts. He kept going and going as I scratched his back from the desire. He would grunt louder every single time I called out his name. Begging him to stop but every single time I did that he would go faster. I soon kissed him. And I made him lay down on his back it was my turn.

I let him have it and he grunted so loud it was hot. He grabbed my hips to help me balance and I wouldn't get off. He then flips me over again. Once again on top of me he kisses my neck and marks me again and decides to nibble on them and while he was doing that he was choking me softly so I wouldn't move. He bit my lower lips as he grinned and grunted in my ear.

It made me crazy. It went on and on for hours until we were both tired. Before falling asleep I decided to take a shower and head to sleep with him. While I cuddled in his arms I was safe. I loved him. He made me feel safe. He was my safe space. 

That was intense! Once again I can't believe I actually wrote this.. I cringed while writing it.
What will happen now? Will they get closer?
See you in the next chapter! (: