Desire

Chapter 37 🖤

As days passed, they soon became weeks, then months. It has been 2 years since I left the main house. It has been a rough 2 years but I tried to forget Elijah and distract myself so I wouldn't think about him. It was impossible. He always in my mind. I couldn't possibly forget all of our memories together. I still loved him.. *Elijah's and James POV* "Any updates on the shipments? When will that be coming?" "It will be coming next week boss it will be ready we made sure nothing was missing or nothing went wrong" "Alright, that will be all. The meeting is over, you are dismissed."

As everyone was leaving I got up and looked outside to see the view. I feel a hand on my shoulder. "Elijah, ho- how are you feeling?" "I am feeling good" "Elijah you can talk to me I know you are having a hard time but you are acting like you are okay for the gang we have kept looking for Y/n for the past 2 years but we will keep looking for her" "Don't mention her name, I don't want anyone mentioning her name in my presence understood?" "Elijah don't lose hope we will keep looking for her" "I said enough, did you understand what I said James?" "Yes boss understood."

"I will be heading out, don't go looking for me or I will personally put a bullet between your eyes understood?" "Yes boss" He leaves and exits the room. He has changed ever since Y/n has left us. He has become cold with everyone and distant. The one thing that reminded the same was any female that threw themselves on him, he wouldn't glace their way. He reminded faithful to Y/n. It has been 2 years since we have been unable to find Y/n. It's like she disappeared from the Earth but I promise we will keep looking for Y/n for Elijah's sake. She is part of the gang now. *End of James POV*

*Elijah's POV* As I open the door I slowly walk to the bed and touch the bed. I was in Y/n's old room I walk in as I believed she was still here. I have been coming in here for the past 2 years as this was my way of coping with Y/n not being here. I hated her for leaving me without giving me any explanation. I hated her for leaving me in pain for 2 years without getting in contact with me or anyone for the past 2 years. I didn't want my pain of Y/n not here to affect the gang so I distanced myself from everyone. As I got up I headed to the closet and some clothes were there. I headed to the bed once again and just stayed in here for hours as I usually did. *End of Elijah's POV*

As I was working in the office it was the usually busy day as it has been for the past 2 years. As I was organizing the paper someone grabs me from the waist. "Hello beautiful" "Jake get off, I already told you I don't like you touching me." "I know I am sorry. I have been after you for the past 2 years when will you give me the chance to get closer to you. I know I am giving you space since you had a complicated and difficult relationship back then but I am here now" Jake has been helping me out and taking care of me for the past 2 years we have gone out a couple of times, we have fun and he is handsome but he is nothing like Elijah.. No one will ever be like Elijah. As it was getting late I begin to pack up and get ready to go home. "Jake I have to go home okay bye" As I got a taxi I headed home as I was exhausted. I arrived home and take off my shoes and untie my hair and I sit down on my chair.

"Mommy! You are back home!" "Oh hi sweetie have you been behaving while I was gone right?" "Yes mommy! I made something let me show you mommy!" "Yes sweetie I will go right now, let me talk to Anna say goodbye she will be leaving" "Yes mommy, bye Anna" "Go play, while I talk to Anna and we can play all we want okay" "Yes mommy" "Thank you again for taking care of him again, you are a lifesaver. I don't know what I would do without you" "I know I know girl. I got you. But it has been 2 years and you still haven't told me about Danny's father" "I know, but I rather not talk about it and try to keep it down he will hear you, he believes his father passed away years ago. You have to go it is getting late. Make sure to get home safe and text me once you arrive okay?" "Yes yes I will. Goodnight Y/n"

"Danny sweetie where are you?" I saw him playing with his toys. I rub his head and sit down next to him and watch him play. I smile and laugh but I sometimes I look at him and feel sad he looks exactly like Elijah. The same exact smile, blue eyes and dark black hair and the same personality as his father. It was a surprise when I found out I was pregnant with him especially since Elijah was unable to experience it with me.. "Honey it is getting late, you have to be asleep and if you do go to sleep I promise we will go eat your favorite snack Chocolate cupcakes at the coffee shop how does that sound?" "Yes mommy! CUPCAKES CUPCAKES!" As he was jumping up and down with a smile on his face exactly like his mother the addiction of cupcakes. "Alright, goodnight honey" I kiss him on the forehead and on his nose and I leave the room. I head to the kitchen as I made food for myself. I should maybe head to the old coffee shop where I used to work to visit the owner again. It has been so long.

WOW, THE BIG NEWS! WHAT WAS YOUR REACTION? CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?

Will Elijah ever find out? How will he react?

See you in the next chapter (: