blackpink one shots. (for your heart).

beautiful friendship. (lisoo)

April 14, 2018

it's getting bad again, chu. - Lalisa Manoban sent at 2:35 AM

they won't shut up. and they won't leave me the hell alone. - Lalisa Manoban sent at 2:36 AM

why won't they just go away? - Lalisa Manoban sent at 2:36 AM

i just want them to go away. - Lalisa Manoban sen at 2:37 AM

make them go away, please jisoo. please make them go away. - Lalisa Manoban sent at 2:37 AM

Lali, i am so sorry i can't make them go away. i know you hate hearing it but you are so much greater than what they put you out to be. you truly are. trust me. i'm right here for you. don't let them tear you down. you are stronger than them. you are not what they say you are, you know that right? you're beautiful. so beautiful. you are smart. you are the coolest person and so much more badass than i am. and you know just what to say to make me feel better. you're always here for me. and i am always going to be here for you. don't let them tear you apart. you are strong lali. so fucking strong. okay? you have to believe me when i say this but i think you are the strongest person i know. these set backs are just that; set backs. they are there to let you come back even stronger and better than ever. i know they suck and i know at times they take longer to get rid of and at times they aren't. i wish i can take them away from you but i can't. but that doesn't mean i can't be here for you. you are amazing lisa. so fucking amazing. remember that for me, okay?  - Kim Jisoo sent at 9:34 AM

okay. - Lalisa Manoban sent at 9:45 AM

4 Months Later: August 14, 2018

Jisoo was once again staring at her phone as if something were going to pop out of it any second now. It had been months since that last conversation with Lisa. Being worried about Lisa was an understatement for Jisoo. She was actually terrified at where Lisa could be, what Lisa was doing, and who Lisa was with. It was a pile of questions that Jisoo never seemed to get the answers for. Answers she probably would never get with the way things were going.

She hadn't known it but there she was again typing a, 'hey lali.' and never sending it once again. Then again Jisoo had made the crazy assumption that this time for Lisa's downtime was because she had talked about a guy named Taehyung to her. Was it Lisa's favorite topic? No. Of course it wasn't. Sometimes Jisoo regretted ever bringing up Taehyung but she knew better. Taehyung was not the cause of Lisa's downtime. Lisa was the cause of Lisa's downtime.

And maybe she should have sent a message months ago whether it was a, 'hey lali.' or a, 'i'm sorry for bringing up a guy and i promise i never will. i will never bring him up again but please talk to me. i miss you for fucks sake.' with another message apologizing for thinking so selfishly. Yet she knew Lisa would never reply to any of those messages. Lisa would probably freak out if Jisoo ever messaged her first. Fuck, even Jisoo would freak out if she ever messaged anyone first.

Lisa was first to say, 'good morning.' and last to say, 'goodnight.' it was just Lisa's thing. And with school being in the way for Jisoo messaging back was always so difficult. With every good morning it had followed with an apology from Jisoo saying she was late again for class and once again was rushing to get to school, and with every goodnight it had followed with Jisoo apologizing for taking a nap which led to her full night time slumber.

And Lisa was never upset by it. At least that is what Jisoo assumed. Lisa never once told her she should go to sleep early and maybe put an alarm clock as her parents or professor would sometimes say. She instead made Jisoo feel better by telling her that she also ran late for work (both knowing that was a complete lie). She never told Jisoo that sleeping so much would effect her health the way her parents or doctors would tell her.