blackpink one shots. (for your heart).

when you come home. (chaelisa)

Chaeyoung walked through her apartment door quickly putting her shoes by the door seeing another pair laying there. She let out a small smile as she took a deep breath, she needed to move those shoes. But as she reached out for them she could already feel tears staring to well in her eyes. Maybe another time, she thought as she cleared her throat. She closed the door behind her as she looked to the side seeing a picture frame face down. She doesn't remember putting the frame down, even if it had been some time. A reminder of how long it had been seen she's paid attention to the little things.

She walked up to it, putting the picture up, she couldn't help but smile but soon those tears began to well again. She didn't want to cry, she was tired of crying but she couldn't help but cry. She couldn't help but let those tears fall down her face, she just wanted Lisa to walk through the door and give her a tight hug. But instead all she had to hug was this picture frame in her hands. She gripped it tightly trying to feel some warmth. But all she felt was sharp edges pushing into her skin. Lisa had warmth, she thought as she wiped her tears away, putting the picture frame back to where it was. The only difference it was now facing something rather than on the floor. 

She jumped as she heard her doorbell ring through the apartment. She put a hand on her chest as she walked up to it forgetting that she had a delivery today. Something she had ordered almost two months ago. She let out a small smile as the mailman gave her a box, telling her to have a good day. All Chaeyoung let out was a nod as she knew if she spoke the mailman would hear how broken her voice was. She closed the door finally locking it as she knew what was in the box. She opened it seeing a new shoe box staring at her. She pulled the box out seeing yellow converse staring back at her. She let out a smile and almost called out her name but then she remembered. Lisa was gone. Lisa had been gone for a while now.

She let out a shaky breath as she walked to the door grabbing the white converse from her door replacing them with the yellow one's. She hoped in some way that if Lisa walked in through the door she would see them and grow happy like before. She held in a sob as she walked back to the box putting the white converse in the shoe box. She closed her eyes tightly as she hoped that if she did walk in those shoes were the right size. And she would be happy no matter if it was right or wrong. She cleared her throat as she closed the box leaving it on the counter, she could put them away later. Right now she just wanted to sleep. 

She walked through the hall just like she did everyday, the only difference was Lisa wasn't in her bedroom. Lisa wasn't in her life anymore, and she needed to accept that. But as she opened the door to her bedroom she could still feel Lisa. If Lisa was gone why could she still feel her? As if she was on her bed looking at her giving her smile asking how her day was. She leaned against her door frame as she remembered the last time she had seen Lisa on her bed.

"Rosie your home," Lisa said as she put her notebook down quickly walking towards the girl, giving her a tight hug. Chaeyoung chuckled as she hugged back but as she tried to pull away Lisa continued to hold her. She frowned but nonetheless continued to hug back, she even gave her a slight squeeze. But as time continued to pass she felt that something was different, that Lisa was trying to tell her something she couldn't voice out. She even began to feel that her shoulder was a bit wet and she turned her head to see tears falling from Lisa's brown eyes. 

"Hey, what's wrong?" She asked and Lisa pulled her head back giving her a small smile. Something that only Chaeyoung could reciprocate even if there was tears falling from her eyes. She moved her hands from Lisa's neck to touch warm cheeks. She wiped away the tears and let her lips leave a feather like kiss on her forehead. Lisa's eyes closed and Chaeyoung smiled as she knew they were Lisa's favorite kisses. "You going to tell me what's wrong?"