blackpink one shots. (for your heart).

the worst decision. (lisoo)

Lisa shouldn't have come to Jisoo's home, it was probably the worst decision she could have come up with when she walked out of those front doors this morning. She shouldn't be here sitting on Jisoo's couch with Jisoo straddling her lap, that was probably the worst decision she came up with when Jisoo greeted her with hungry lips. She shouldn't be tightening her grip on Jisoo's waist as she began to feel those hungry lips on her jaw, that was probably the moment she realized that this entire thing was a horrible decision.

"Jisoo," she groaned out and Jisoo only hummed as her lips began to travel further down. She could already feel cold fingertips start to unbutton her shirt. And she knew she needed to stop her but she couldn't, and that was probably the worst decision she made that morning letting Jisoo continue. Lisa closed her eyes leaning her head back as she felt lips start to leave marks on her chest. But then she remembered she wasn't supposed to be here, and she wasn't supposed to let Jisoo continue. So instead she opened her eyes and grabbed Jisoo's shoulders, "Jisoo."

"Hm?" Jisoo let out as she felt Lisa begin to push her shoulders back. She groaned and sat up straight looking at Lisa with anger in her eyes. It had been a couple of years since she last had Lisa on her couch, so in all honesty she was just making up for lost time. But the way Lisa was looking at her made it seem as though she didn't want to do any catching up with her. So she watched Lisa button her shirt and she just sat there on Lisa's lap, arms crossed, missing the feeling of her tight grip on her waist. 

"Can we talk for a second?" Lisa asked as she looked up to see Jisoo's cold eyes. Jisoo didn't want to talk, talking wasn't her thing, after what they (well Lisa) did talking was off the table. Lisa took the blame, and let Jisoo live her innocent life, what was there to talk about? They accepted their fate, they were now bound together because of reckless decisions. Whether Lisa liked it or not. And truly what was so wrong with that? "I just-"

"If it's about that night we already-"

"Why didn't you tell me someone was inside?" Lisa let out and Jisoo let out a deep breath, finally deciding it was best to leave Lisa's lap. Lisa sighed as she ran her hands on her lap feeling the warmness Jisoo had left on her. The only problem with that warmness it also reminded her of that night. A night where she listened to Jisoo, a night that lead to her making more decisions. Bad decisions, Lisa has come to terms with that. Bad decisions that cost more than just five years of her life. "I could have kill-"

"But you didn't, didn't you?" Jisoo shot back not seeing the problem and Lisa began to grow frustrated. Of course Jisoo didn't see anything wrong with it, Lisa was the one who let go of the light, Lisa was the one who burned the building down, Lisa was the one who took the blame. Lisa was the one who made the worst decision for the both of them. Jisoo did nothing except for leaving red marks on her neck as they watched the building burn. "Look Lisa I don't see the problem-"

"Because you like this," Lisa spat out and she ran a hand through her hair feeling Jisoo's eyes just stare daggers into her. "You enjoy this," she continued and Jisoo just chuckled hearing the way Lisa's voice was cracking. Jisoo walked up to Lisa and kneeled down on the floor grabbing her cheeks rubbing the smooth skin with her thumb. Lisa shouldn't have let those hands touch her skin, she was beginning to regret not letting Jisoo continue with unbuttoning her shirt. "Why did you let me do it?"

"I didn't tell you to do anything Lisa," Jisoo said with a smile that could save the world if she let it. All she wanted to do with that smile is destroy the world, and in Lisa's eyes the world for her was her. Jisoo wanted to destroy Lisa, and she was doing a damn good job with doing that. Lisa spent five years in a place where she was alone majority of the time. And now that she was free she didn't feel so alone, not with Jisoo touching her cheeks, not with Jisoo smiling at her. Even though she knew this was a bad decision. "Did I?"

"No," Lisa let out as she felt her world just start to fall around her, she was in Jisoo's grip whether she liked it or not. She was stuck in a situation that lead to her almost killing a man. Yet no matter what she did she would always come back to Jisoo. She swallowed harshly at the lump in the back of her throat as she looked at Jisoo with tears in her eyes, "You didn't tell me to do anything."

 "You covered the house in gasoline," she started and Lisa nodded, because she was the one who covered the house in gasoline. "You were the one with the lighter," she continued and Lisa once again nodded, because she did have the light blue lighter in hand ready to light the house up. "And you were the one who let the lighter go," she finished as she left a soft kiss on Lisa's lips, and Lisa once again nodded. Because she was the one who let the lighter fall letting the house blaze in a matter of seconds. And as she began to let Jisoo take over once again, she began to feel the hot fire on her skin. 

So Lisa decided she could take over, she didn't say a word when she felt Jisoo make herself comfortable on her lap. She didn't say a word when she felt Jisoo's hands go back to work in unbuttoning her shirt. She didn't say a word when she heard Jisoo tell her to take her to bed. She didn't say a word when she had Jisoo underneath her, withering away. She didn't say a word when she heard the pleas and begs from Jisoo. She didn't say a word when she felt Jisoo come undone. She let Jisoo take over, turn them both around, so Jisoo could help her come undone. The only problem with Lisa she didn't feel the same way, not like before.

She didn't feel herself withering away when Jisoo was on top of her. She didn't plea and beg to Jisoo. She didn't say a word when she felt herself come undone. She felt nothing, and then she remembered, the last time she ever felt something was that night. The night she burned a building down with a man inside, and Jisoo was next to her leaving her mark on her. That night she felt something, but tonight she just laid there next to Jisoo who could hear her thinking, who could see that Lisa was not satisfied. Jisoo only smirked because she knew exactly what was going through that head of hers, "You liked it."

Lisa shook her head as she heard Jisoo turn her body around grabbing something from her drawer. She took a deep breath as she felt the cold lighter on her bare skin, and something about that brought her a good feeling. She felt Jisoo's hand just run the lighter up and down her arm and she turned to look. It was the same light blue lighter she had used that night. Jisoo still had it. She swallowed harshly as she looked at Jisoo who had that mischievous look in her eyes. "Did you like it?" She asked and Lisa looked towards the ceiling as she felt Jisoo's lips on her neck. "Tell me you liked it," she let out and Lisa closed her eyes remembering that night.

That was the moment she began to feel herself wither away with Jisoo next to her and the heat burning her skin. She even began to plea and beg for Jisoo to continue just like that night. She even began to tell Jisoo how much she loved her just as she had said that night. And with a harsh bite on the side of her neck she felt herself go closer to the edge and Jisoo smirked, "Tell me, you liked didn't you Lisa?"

So Lisa did, she told her how much she liked it as she came undone with Jisoo next to her. And as she opened her eyes to finally come to her senses, she felt Jisoo on top of her sitting on her lap as she twirled the lighter in her hand. "Let's do it again," she whispered out and Lisa almost wanted to say no, almost wanted to tell her that they would get caught again. But as she noticed Jisoo flick the lighter on she couldn't help but remember that night. She couldn't help but remember how she sat down those five years reminiscing everything, loving the feeling it brought her, loving the fact that Jisoo stood there beside her with that smile she fell in love with. "Lisa, let's do it again."

 And Lisa knew this was the worst decision she had made but she couldn't help but smile at Jisoo. The worst decision was ever letting Jisoo in but for Lisa it was probably the best decision she had ever made. No matter how much she tried to deny it, no matter how much she wanted to be normal, no matter how wrong it was, she couldn't help but fall in love with it. She couldn't help but fall in love with Jisoo.

She just couldn't help but fall in love with the worst decision she had ever made.

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eating mcdonald's with my little brother, how fun.

- noah :)