Chapter 35
Spencer
It's been three weeks.
I haven't been to the university for three weeks since my encounter with the Czar.
I've been squatting here in my penthouse and I don't have anyone to talk to. Who would I talk to if I didn't have any friend?
I just ordered Mr. Chan to make an alibi. He make an excuse letter that I leave the country three weeks ago because of a family gathering.
Family.
I don't have a family. I'm all alone, whenever I think about my parents who died early and my adopted parents killed in front of me. I always felt anxiety and depression, Mr. Chan always telling me in trying to consult a psychiatrist.
Buy why would I?
I'm not insane. Naguguluhan lang ako. Parang ang daming balakid para mas makilala ko ahg sarili ko pati na ang pumatay sa biological and adopted parents ko.
I tried to know who killed them but something or someone stopping me on investigating my parent's murder case.
I asked Granddad if he knew the amusement park where the tragedy happened. But he just said, that I shouldn't stressing my self into that case.
This past few days, I always felt incomplete. My brain is like having an altering memories where I only knew what my mind wants me to remember and was replaced by a memory that I don't know if it's fact or bluff.
Did I got a traumatic brain herritage? In my ten years of living alone after the accident. I didn't felt this kind of feeling and it's creepy that sometimes I'm having uncomfortable shifting memories.
When I was a little girl--- uh, I don't remember.
My eyes widened when I remember something. Darn, it's look like I'm having an amnesia. What happened to my brain?
Tumayo ako mula sa pagkakahiga sa kama at agad na naghalungkat ng bagay na kailangan ko.
A notebook and a pen.
I think I should start to write a daily journal of my thoughts. It is to clear my mind that I'm still normal and not having a post-traumatic amnesia.
When I saw what I needed. I immediately roam my eyes in my room and something flickered in my mind when I saw a familliar thing.
A katana. The one and only Katahashi Katana O nata. It is an ancient katana with a venom on it's blade. I'm the only one holding this, but I felt sorry to the person that gave it to me.
Because I can't remember him or her.
Nagsimula na akong magsulat bago ko pa ulit makalimutan ang lagi kong napapanaginipan.
I always dream about a girl holding the same Katahashi Katana O nata who's mercelessly killing all the humans in front of her.
I didn't have a chance to see her face. But I know it's darker more than what I thought it is.
And I know some of my dream about that girl was altered too. I don't know why I'm feeling that I need to find out who is the merciless girl on my dream.
She seems so important to me.
I held my head when it suddenly hurts.
"Damn." Napahawak ako at diniinan ang parteng sumasakit.
I became alerted when I heard a noise at the left part of my penthouse.
There's unwanted visitor huh,
I felt more dizziness when I tried to stand up. I need to get my pistol.
"Shit." My jaw clenched.
Damn, it hurts. I can't even think clearly.
My two hands are in my head now. What the fuck is happening to me? Bakit ngayon pa dumating ang mga taong 'yon? Wala akong kaaway, maliban sa mga clown sa University. I smirked.
"Who are y-you?" I heard a strong voice. Nararamdaman kong unti-unti siyang lumalakad papunta sa akin.
“Hmm?” I've sighed. “Nice question. But you won't have the answer to your question..” Napangisi na lamang ako. “..Czar.” I slowly turned my head into his direction. His eyes. His ocean eyes were set me into a deep deception.
"I didn't have the exact idea of your past, Penzance..." he stopped, "But, I did a deep investigation about your identity." Natigilan ako. I glance at his deadly eyes. He's so serious yet I still can read that he is worrying and nervous. I slightly laughed.
"Guess what?" He slowly crept a wild smile that I was once deceit.
I smirked.
“Really? I won't gonna believe you, moron. No one knows me. No one." I said wickedly. Kahit na ramdam ko ang kakaibang kirot na nagmumula sa aking ulo na parang paulit ulit na pinupukpok ito.
"But I got a little detail. This seems important to you, Penzance. And I know that you don't have any idea about your real identity. Here I am, unveiling your own deception."
Napailing ako, tiyak na gumagawa lamang siya ng kwento.
I won't gonna believe him.
"I'm not Penzance, fool." nahihirapan akong huminga, hindi ko alam kung anong nangyayari. Naghahalo-halo sa utak ko ang mga pangyayari simula noong pumasok ako sa SU.
"You have no idea what your true identity, huh?"
"What do you mean?"
"You are the lost Penzance Darrington. The venomous queen of the noble bloods. You are a big threat to the current mafia bosses. I was sent to assassinate you." my forehead wrinkled but I didn't dare to make a move when he slowly raised his M134 Minigun, the world's fastest gun.
I knew from the start that I will love him. This is how it hurts when the person who betrayed you is dear to you. For a while, I was too stupid to ask for the happiness I didn’t deserve. I killed more than the number of those killed by Hitler. I think it's my karma. I will never be happy because of what I have done.
"I thought you were different, I thought they weren't like you. You're also a snake. You're no different from those people I trusted, Quigley." panic passed through his eyes but the gun he was holding remained pointed at me.
"Adieu mon amour." I heard a loud sound that made me fall, I knew it wasn't from the gun held by the Czar.
"N-no, my Queen!" his handsome face and deep ocean eyes was the last thing I saw before I was swallowed up by the darkness I've been running away for a long time.
