With You Or Without You

~MAKE ~ME ~YOURS~

She was lost in his touch and he understood that when she stopped struggling with her hands. She was also responding to his kiss equally and the kiss became passionate, wild, breathless..... No one was ready to leave. Manik was pressing his body to hers and deepened the kiss more after leaving her hands, she was clutching his hairs and giving herself to him the way he want.... Without breaking the kiss manik took her in his arm and threw her on the bed.

He opened the lace of her dress and soon her dress touched the floor. Both were lost, their body was burning with fire... Pinning her hand on the bed he kissed her lovingly...

After the wild, passionate kiss manik left her lips while breathing heavily....

Can i make you mine? "He said while gazing her body"

Make me yours manik.... I want new memory with you... "She said while trying to gather some breath"

Without wasting any time Manik started doing his work. Kissing her whole body he was giving her pleasure. She was in a moan mess, out of the world. As he entered in her screamed loudly and he came to his mouth to kiss her again, soothing her pain... And like this they passed their morning in the bed having each other in their arms.

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I don't know .... and that's my problem. I don't know anything. I can't remember anything. I have to believe what other says. I don't have any control in my life. These days my headache was torturing me too much. From last few days whenever i push my myself to remember anything it starts paining too much. I went to my doctor also and he did some check up. I am waiting for the report now... This is one, other problem is... No one wants to tell me about my life....myself, my parents, my friends, my house, my lovelife... nothing...all they say is... Dhere dhere pata chal jayega.... I am just fed up with all this. Who doesn't know about his/her life? And i am ... loosing my mind and no one wants to helps me.... I don't know why..but every time i see manik's face, i feel like he is hiding something. But at the same time some kind of feeling stops me from asking him. I feel like he is in a deep guilt, if it comes out then we will be more destroyed. Whenever i look in to his eyes i feel like this isn't that old me ... He is looking for someone else in me...oh god ...help me.... I need a closure, in need to end this mind problem, i want a normal life, i want to move one....

Saying all this in my mind i put my head on the glass wall. With one hand i was clutching the white cover near my chest and other one was placed on the glass. Closing my eyes i was trying to relax because my head already started paining. Next moment two warm hands sneaked in to my waist and hugging me from behind, he gave a soft kiss on my shoulder.

Sare sawalon ka jawab mil jayega aj tumhe.... Raat tak intezar karo jaan "he said
With a soft tone"

Chalo lunch karte hai .... "He woke up from sleep and was craving food"

Nandini just followed her after getting dressed.

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Kya bhai... Bataya nahi apne abhi tak nandu ko? Himmat nahi ho rahi kya? " Cabir smirked at him"

Abhi kehdunga to woh mujhse nafrat karegina...akhri pal acche se guzarne de...baaki ke Zindagi asan hoga jeene mei...."he said with a cold tone while watching the floor"

Cabir understood he was emotionally broken inside. He came there and hugging him said "mat bata yar...move on kar...khush reh uske sath"

Uski ankhon mein dekha hai kabhi? Hazar sawal leke mujhe dekhti hai...har roz naya jhut kaise bolunga main..."he broke the hug"

Manik chale..."meanwhile nandu came there after getting ready"

Haa jaan chalo..."he corrected himself and went from there with her"

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Yeh jagah bohot shant hai...aisa lagta hai yaha maine bohot sare lamhe guzar chuki hai ...."walking on the sand she was looking at her feet"

Aksar hum yaha atein the.... Tumhe bohot pasand hai yeh jagah...." He smiled at her holding her hand"

Mujhe aur kya kya pasand hai manik? "She said moving her head up, looked at him"

Tumhe main pasand hoon, tumhe dairy likhna pasand hai, tumhe bacche pasand hai, tum khaana bhi bohot accha banati ho aur ha specially tumhe manik malhotra ko samhalna ata hai woh bhi acche se...."he said while twirling her by her hand"

She was just smiling. Her smile was pure and real this time.... It was like she was enjoying with him.

After that they reached in a restaurant for dinner....

Accha hai na yeh jagah? "He said while making her comfortable"

Suddenly his phone rang and he excused himself from her making her seat.

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After dinner they were returning home...... Manik was driving the car and nandini was lost somewhere. She was looking outside the window. Manik was tensed... His eyes weren't able to focus properly on the road as something was bothering him too much. Both were silent. Nandini was struggling with herself...she was dying to know about her past . If she was the old one she would have make him tell her every single thing....but this nandini was far different from her...same person but different identity....!!! Fear of loosing her was making him restless. He was having tough time. This night will change everything: their life, them, their future.... Nothing will remain the same... If he says her the truth nandini will never be able to forgive him, if he decides to hide the truth they will live happily..... Which one should he do? He couldn't afford to loose her.... He couldn't hide his sins also .... but as he stopped the car near the house he decided his path. He will do that only...

Bas ab bohot hogaya... I have to do this ... Jo hoga dekha jayega... Tum saath ho ya hokar bhi na ho....mere liye chahe kitna bhi mushkil ho.....mujhe yeh decision lena hi padega.... I am sorry nandini.... But i love you...i love you more than anyone, anything.

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Last chapter will be update soon....till then keep thinking what is his decision!?....

Ignore mistake please

Thank you ❤️