Addiction

2

Sex don't sleep when the lights are off.
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Jeongin went with Hyunjin home that night. He could trust Hyunjin with his life, and that was also one of the reasons why he was happy Hyunjin was his first in pretty much anything. Sex, kiss, cuddling, etc. Once the younger came complaining to him about his sexual needs and how he was scared to loose his virginity to some random dude that only wanted to hook up, Hyunjin comforted him and later the younger asked him to have sex with him, telling him the only person he wants to loose it to was him.

That was how their so called friends with benefits relationship started, promising each other that this means nothing but to help each other out, and had kept that going ever since then.

"So, tell me about that hottie you hooked up with" Hyunjin spoke as he slumped on to the couch, as he lit a cigerrate.

"Fuck, I'm getting hard just thinking about him- Fuck you stop laughing" Jeongin spoke as he hit Hyunjin with one of the pillows on the couch.

"Oi~ I just laughed. Btw I still have a spare uniform for you tomorrow, just go and wear that" Hyunjin giggled further as he watched the younger disappear into one of the bathrooms, sighing to himself.

"Haha!" Jeongin faked laughed from the bathroom as he continued to strip of all his clothes, finally feeling relaxed to take a peaceful shower. Turning on the faucet as he stepped under the warm soothing water, letting his thoughts come to him.

Soon he felt soft tears fall from his eyes as he thought of his parents. Even though Jeongin rarely seems to show any emotions when it regarded about his parents, that didn't mean he wasn't feeling any.

Just hearing his parents fight the way they do, knowing what his father does to his mother and knowing how many times he caught his mother trying to kill herself, everything was chaotic. There was never one day where there wouldn't be anything going on, it was a lot for a teenage boy to take in despite it being like this since his childhood.

Of course he didn't like his mother. She tried multiple times to sell him to old creepy men that would take advantage of his body, but thankfully never succeeded. His mother was definitely another level of crazy, Jeongin himself believed she belonged in a mental institution, especially considering the fact she tried to kill him when he was 4.

No one neither himself was completely innocent. His father was abusive and violent, his mother straight up psychotic, and him? He was addicted to so many things, selfharm, drugs, sex, etc. All because of his parents. He got addicted to stuff such as sex to distract himself from everything going on.

He kept crying silently as he began shaken at the thoughts of growing up in a normal family. But soon fell out if it once he felt a pair of familiar arms wrap around him.

"H-hyunjin" Jeongin softly muttered out, slowly leaning into the older's embrace.

Hyunjin has always been the only sort of affection he had in his life, Hyunjin was basically everything in one person. A top and bottom to fit all sexual desires, a parent like figure, a teacher teaching him valid informations, and the most important, a best friend, soulmates to be exact.

They both knew about each other's dark past, they have seen and explored each inch of each other's bodies, they got through this living hell together.

"Is it about you're parents again?" Hyunjin asked as he hugged Jeongin tighter once the younger nodded.

Jeongin was never the person to speak when he cried, he needed to just be quiet and let all his feelings flood out of him. He continued to keep both his eyes and mouth shut, loving the affection he was lightly given.