Addiction

65

So I'm taking back what's mine.
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Chan sighed heavily as he watched the news. Frustration ran through his body, and Jeongin noticed that too.

Jeongin watched the older shake his head as he stood up, turning off the TV with a disappointed chuckle.

"You're on the news again?" Jeongin finally spoke, breaking the heavy silence making Chan turn to him with a small smile.

The older nodded as he approached the younger, pulling him into his embrace for a nice hug.

"Ever since I confessed to the media about my birthgivers..there just haven't been one day were they haven't talked about me. They started praising me for being able to turn everything around...but I don't feel like being praised" Chan spoke with a heavy sigh at the end, clinging to Jeongin like his life depended on it.

All Jeongin could response with was a soft patting on the older's back. He felt warm tears on his shoulder as he notices Chan was crying.

Chan never really cried unless something bad that mattered to him happened. Jeongin could  clearly feel how frustrated and stressed Chan was over the current situation, he never thought that the older would confess about anything regarding his family, him and Lia. And seeing this scene on social media broke Jeongin's heart, he could see how Chan held back his tears as he exposed practically everything on the menu to the media.

And now everyone was not only talking about his birthgivers and Lia, bit also his relationship with Jeongij too. Which ended up happening when reporters and the media found out who's Chan's fiancè was, and found numerous pictures with him and Chan around the city, just minding there own business.

The thought of actually being stalked by the media himself freaked him out a lot, and Chan spend the whole night apologising to him with tears in his eyes.

That sight just continued to break his heart.

"Chan let's go cuddle for a bit..you seem tired-".

"Can we just shower?" Chan asked with a shaky voice after crying. Jeongin felt his chest hurt again at the older's shaky voice, knowing that the said events hit him hard.

"Sure, anything you'd want" Jeongin responded and kissed Chan's lips once they pulled away from each other.

They headed to the bathroom and undressed themselves. Chan turned on the shower faucet as he waited for the water to turn warmer.

The silence was heavy, but in a comfortable way. Chan smiled as Jeongin walked up to him, giving him a soft kiss in the process.

The water turned slightly warmer after they adjusted it so it would be the perfect temperature. Jeongin stepped in first, followed by Chan just slowly after.

The older back hugged the younger and kissed his shoulders lovinginly, his tattooed arms sat perfectly around the younger's small frame.

"Chan~..i-".

"Shh~....just relax, if you don't like it I can stop" Chan interrupted, earning a giggling Jeongin who relaxed back into Chan's arms.

Jeongin really loved how Chan asked for consent in such a smooth way, even despite having so many thoughts running in his head.

It was no lie that Jeongin in fact had turned down sex. Due to his past addiction to it, Jeongin had pushed himself a bit further away from having it. It surprised himself a lot same goes to Chan. But the older was supported about it and didn't mind, as long as Jeongin was happy.

The younger's happiness meant the most to him.
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We're back into some slightly angsty/emotional chapters.

I was surprised I was able to update twice (fancy) yesterday, despite being busy~.

I know the last few chapters has been bad, including this one- but I'm just happy I'm able to continue thr study despite my busy ass.

Anyways~ I cried after parting ways my old school T-T...I'm gonna cry even more when I finally have to fully move out :D. Let's just say this month and the next one is gonna be pretty tearful.

Cya later bumbled bees (yall are bumble bees now...accept it).