Addiction

80

Almost, almost, we're a freakshow.
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"So?" Hyunjin spoke as he walked out the bedroom door, indicating that Jeongin eas put to sleep.

Chan sighed heavily as he buried his head in his hands, grabbing his lock out of stress.

"How is he?" Chan asked with a small voice, not wanting to hear anything bad but that was not something yo expect.

"His tired, he cried for a whole hour begging me to bring him a knife" Hyunjin spoke in a calm tone, Chan sighed again so he felt tears almost falling as the thought of Jeongin actually taking his life made his heart ache.

He shook his head as he let the said tears fall.

"What if Jeongin doesnt love me anymore? Will he call off everything? I just want him to be safe" Chan cried out silently as he hugged the taller, who immediately hugged him back.

"I've had this conversation with Jeongin aswell. He was worried you didn't like him, and that the only reason you'd marry was to get out of the situation with Lia. But Jeongin really loves you, I mean it, whenever he sees you he gets happy and excited, his face immediately brightens up like you're the sun of his life. The best thing you can do is to focus on giving him the right affection, cuddle him, kiss him, let him cry on you're shoulder when needed. Just call me when he has a breakdown, Jeongin said he didn't want a therapist, he just want you to tell him his worthy" Hyunjin explained as he let go from the hug.

Chan looked at him in the eyes with a soft smile.

"Maybe turn down with the sexual activity, get him back on his feet first".

Chan nodded with as he gave him another hug to express how grateful he was for the advice.

"Thanks got being there for Jeongin, you're such a good friend".

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Jeongin walked out into the living room nervously as he held onto the shirt he was wearing, which belonged to Chan. About four days has passed and Chan had kept his distance, he was scared of he'd hurt the younger.

And Jeongin was afraid that Chan didn't love him anymore after what happened, he was scared that Chan had found someone else.

As he stepped into the kitchen he spotted Chan with his head in his hands, reading a news paper but his mind seemed to be somewhere else.

When Chan felt the presence behind him he turned around slowly, spotting the younger who was wearing his shirt.

A smile crept on his face as the younger walked up to him with open arms, like a little kid running to give their parents a hug.

Chan was quick to accept the sweet request as he opened his arms and let the younger fall into them. A huge smile crept Chan's face as he cupped the younger's face.

"Hi baby~" Chan spoke softly, breaking the silence as Jeongin smiled at the pet name that he had been wanted to be called for a long time.

"Hi~" he replied as he stared into Chan's eyes.

"Are you feeling better? Are you hurting anywhere?" Chan asked with a worried tone as he checked on Jeongin bruises which was exposed from outside the shirt.

He smile as they have seemed to have been fading a bit, but Jeongin eyes was still a prominent shade of blue and purple mixed together.

"I'm scared.." Jeongin spoke with a slight shaky voice.

"Why? Tell me, and I'll make you feel safe and secure" Chan responded earning a small smile from the younger.

"Do you hate me? I-".

"No, not a single bit, I love you and would die for you, no matter what happens. You're too precious for this world and I would never drop you for someone else if that's what you're thinking" Chan stated in a serious tone but still had a bit of emotion in it, he kissed Jeongin's hand and noticed that the ring was still on the younger's ring finger.

"I love you too...I wanted to ask something" Jeongin stated.

Chan felt his heart sink a bit as fear took over, he was scared that Jeongin would break up with him and that he hated him.

"When do you plan on going back to Australia?" Jeongin asked immediately relieving the older's panic as he smiled.

"Planning on visiting next month..why?" Chan replied softly as he let the younger sit on his thighs.

"Can I come?" Jeongin asked with a pair of cute puppy eyes.

Chan melted at the sight, he couldn't say no to the younger, even if he asked without puppy eyes.

"Of course baby...but I have a question too" Chan stated as he lowered his head.

It was now Jeongin's turn to feel his heart sink.

"Do you hate me?".
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A small cliff hanger. This chapter was so soft and ahhh~ my heart.

Chile anyways so- I went shopping with my sister- and I usually hate shopping but it was actually fun.

And I bought some actual clothes that didn't consist of a pajamas with a bunch of fried and ketchup printed on it- I actually bought clothes you can wear without getting weird stares in public- heh.