Addiction

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We're always this close.
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The warm water hit the younger's skin as Hyunjin held him in his arms so that he wouldn't fall. Jeongin was crying through the whole bath as Hyunjin focused on comforting him.

Hyunjin felt so bad for the younger, especially considering the fact that he was able to find his happiness, too escape his violent home, it hurted seeing the younger get hurt after so much progress.

Only silent cries came from the younger as Hyunjin washed his hair. He felt absolutely stupid for going, the whole day was just bad and nothing came out good.

And he wanted too just curl up into Chan's embrace but he was scared..He was scared that he hate him, that he would think he is disgusting. He felt so guilty that he brought himself down.

And the commotion happening outside the door didn't help his anxiety one bit.

It kept crawling up his spine as Hyunjin helped him getting dressed. The loud voices coming from outside triggered him as he just wanted to slide down the door with his headphones on.

But that wasn't an option right not. He had to face Chan, he felt the need to apologise. That was the only thing that processed in his mind as they walked out to the living room.

Spotting Felix, Changbin, Seungmin and Chan there. The only thing that was off was none other than Lia and Mr and Mrs Bang was there too. Jisung and Minho being there aswell.

Minho was in uniform, which worried the younger a bit.

They all stopped talking over each other once they noticed the two friends coming out of the bathroom, Lia being the first to react to how Hyunjin was practically keeping him up and their still wet hair.

"Oh isn't this you're cheating fiancè?" Lia exclaimed as she crossed her arms over her chest.

Chan lowered his head as he clenched his hand into fists. Jeongin was the first to noticed and panic rushed up his body.

"Chan just give up. That stupid boy doesn't even like you, he clearly has a past of sleeping with other men, taking drug and drinking alcohol, all that is ruining you're reputation! Do you really like him at all?" Lia exclaimed loudly as she accused Jeongin on everything that had happened in his life.

Hyunjin held back himself from launching on the said girl, anger rose in his body she continued to talk shit about his best friend.

"And now look at him, can't even stand up after his been in the shower with some dude his cheating with you on!".

Chan shook his head as he looked down at Lia with a disappointed look evident on his face, tears falling from his eyes as he continued shaking his head.

"I don't like him. And yes i care if he can't stand probably right now. I know they took a shower together" he spoke with a shaky voice stepping closer to Lia and grabbing her wrist.

"I'm happy you finally realized how much of whore he is" Lia spoke annoyed as she rolled her eyes.

Jeongin felt his heart break at what Chan said, tears threatened to fall as he could feel Hyunjin anger.

He watched as Chan continuesly shook his head while staring at Lia.

"I don't like him, cause I love him with all my heart. I do care that he can't stand right now, because he just got fucking raped. And I know that they took a shower together cause I asked non other than his childhood and best friend to help him shower. You see Lia, you're the dumbest girl alive on this planet. Sure I do care if he gets high on drugs or get drunk on alcohol, but I also understand where he comes from and why he did that back then. You can't give a single reason as to why I should hate him, cause I know that all of his mistakes are made in the past and that he is slowly trying to let go, on his on pace" Chan spoke as let go of Lia's arms harshly, as he turned to Jeongin and walked up to him.

He let the younger hug him while he cried out, tears streaming down his as be going to him like his life depended on it.

"Jeongin you mean the most to me, and don't you dare think otherwise...Minho had come to talk you about you're past drug and alcohol abuse while being underaged, but don't worry I have sorted things out. I want you to tell everything that happened in you're house when you lived there" Chan spoke as he pecked the younger's forehead.

He turned to look at Minho with a nod   as Minho helped into another room, to talk.

Jeongin was nervous but tried to keep it together. While Chan turned to his parents and Lia with and angry look on his face.

"I don't fucking care about you and Lia! Get that shit inside you're head. You're homophobic liars that never really cared much about me other than the fact that i would take over the company some day!" Chan raised his voice as he let his anger take over his body.

"You can't come running into my relationship telling me to break up with the love of my life only to marry me off to some girl I have zero interest in! And you! You're all up in that 'His cheating on you' shit, but let's be honest, when you and I were together how did it feel to have another person's dick up you're pussy?" Chan yelled.

Lia stood in shock. Chan had known everything that happened between Lia and other guys when they were together. He never really had feeling for her, but he did believe she was a nice person, well until he spotted her having sex with someone else.

"I only did that cause you wouldn't have it with me! You kept pushing me away saying you weren't ready, and I waited patiently, I prepare myself so that we could have fun!" Lia protested as she crossed her arms.

"Lia a no is a no! If you were that desperate after sex then you could have broken up with me and then go fuck some dude that for sure had std! But you didn't and I wonder why, was it because you like me? Or was it because you wanted to have a reputation and money? Be honest".

The silence grew heavy, Lia just laughed as she answered his question. "Of course i love you!".

"I said be honest" Chan spoke with a growl, as he look into her eyes, showing her all the anger that was rising inside of him.

"But you didn't love me either so we're fair-".

"You think anyone would like you back if they knew you craved someones else's dick?".

"Sorry to interrupt but I have to go take care of this with my colleagues" Minho spoke as he appeared with Jeongin from behind the door.

Chan nodded as he took a seat eyeing his birthgivers and Lia from the couch.

"Mr and Mrs.Bang, you're under arrest for going against the restraining order. Lia you're under arrest for going against the restraining order" Minho stated as he handcuffed them all, walking towards the door and bid his goodbyes to the others.

As the door slammed shut the silence grew. They all tried to recover from the messy scene, not knowing how to really feel about the whole situation.

Seungmin was clinging to Felix as he had his ears covered, while the older drew on his back to calm him down, Hyunjin was now helping Jeongin back inside of the bedroom. Changbin sat with Jisung in silence as Chan just stood there.

"Let's take this day slow. Jisung you don't need to work for the next 4 days, I'll have someone cover up for you. Changbin pls drive them home I'll keep Hyunjin here for a small talk".
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We love a messy chapter! No But sorry :( my stupid was accidentally deleted the actual chapter and I didn't have much time to finish this one up, I have assignments to do~.

Pls kill meh :)