Addiction

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Right, right when I'm near.
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Jeongin looked at Chan with a serious gaze. Chan seemed so worried, to a point where he hesitated when touching the younger the slightest bit.

"No, why would I? I get do happy when I'm with you, I feel safe and secure in you're arms..are you perhaps doubting me?" Jeongin asked with a frown.

However Chan lowered his head slowly nodding as he held onto Jeongin tightly.

"I'm not doubting you..I'm doubting myself...I get scared whenever I have to put my hands around you, even if it's meant to be something nice like cuddling..I'm doubting our future together. I-i really don't wann let you go.." Chan door with tears in his eyes looked as Jeongin who shifted in his arms.

Jeongin was covered with guilt, and it was bringing him down. Chan noticed how the younger didn't smile at him, he began regretting his words. Were they too rough? Too direct? He didn't know.

"I...I really don't know..I'm the happiest when I'm with you, you complete me..but...I feel like we both need a break..i-".

"Are you breaking up with me?" Chan cutted the younger off as he froze in his seat.

Thoughts ran through his head as he clung to the younger again, whispering 'no please don't go' over and over again.

Jeongin could only hug back as he let the tears fall from his precious eyes, he didn't want to break up with the older at all..but he was scared they both were scared, he thought that maybe getting up on their feets would require being far away from each other again.

"Just give me a month..I-".

"No..i swore to never let you go again, i swore that i wouldn't hurt you or leave you behind..please stay, we'll figure this out!" Chan cried out.

"Chan..if you loved me then you would let me go" Jeongin replied but it was caught off by Chan's cries.

He felt really bad for even proposing the idea of leaving the older, it wasn't something he want, but something told him it would be best.

"Jeongin..I love you too much to let you go..please don't leave me behind..I promised to not leave you behind so can you promise me the same?" Chan begged as he didn't want to let go of the younger in his arms, his whole life was in his arms. He didn't need anyone else but Jeongin, call it clichè or cringe, but he felt the need to be with the younger.

Jeongin sighed heavily as he fiddled with his hands. He had a lon mental debate before deciding.

"I....".

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"Sir please calm down, there's no point in yelling...same goes to you ma'am" Minho spoke into the microphone which was heart through the speakers.

The following person threw the chair by the table at the window in anger as they kept yelling and fighting with each other.

"Where do you expect to put them?" Minho asked as he turned to look at his colleague.

"Their both definitely mentally ill, but not to the point of having to be in a mental asylum..I think we'll put them in a regular cell but with extra security..and probably a some sort of therapist.." he stated as he flinched when yet the same chair was thrown at the window again.

Minho nodded as he turned to speak into the microphones again.

"Mr and Mrs. Yang please be nice and patient..we need to separate you two but please just put down the chairs and step away from each other" he muttered but his words when through the one ear and out the other.

"I'll take then, go home.. it's you boyfriends day off go enjoy it with him" his colleague spoke with a smile recieving a nod from Minho who left shortly after.

He spotted his boyfriend who waited patiently for 3 hours.

A smile plastered on his face as he walked up to him and gave him a soft kiss on the lips.

"Let's go home squirrel" Minho spoke recieving a lazy nod from the younger who was tired from waiting the few hour he was there.
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