Addiction

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Why do I always spill?
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The days went by quickly. Jeongin focused on studying as Chan focused work. They barely had time for each other and rarely spoke anymore, it felt as if they had grown distant.

Jeongin wante sto communicate with the older badly, but also knew that he mainly came here to study and to focus on school, and he didn't want to disappoint Chan nor Hyunjin.

Though he has been texting a lot with Hyunjin, especially at night. Chan no longer slept in his room which Jeongin understood, the older needed his own space too, and having to work all day and night and come home fo care about his fiancè would get to stressful for him, and Jeongin didnt want that.

Sure he did plan on approaching Chan but he felt like that whenever he neared the older he could feel the stressful tension in the air, and he gladly took that as a sign to leave him alone.

The bed was always empty. Jeongin would focus on studying the whole night as the next morning he'd go to school.

The worst part wasn't Chan, but the amount of unknown numbers calling and texting him. It was weird yet he knew who it was, Lia never seemed to fully leave Jeongin alone as she made an excuse saying that the restraining order only counted for Chan, not him.

Jeongin rubbed his temples as he sighed heavily. He really needed the older right now, but he didn't want to disturb him. Stress took ove rhis own body as the thought of them not having sex in weeks entered his mind.

As the overwhelming amount of pressure hit his shoulder he closed up his books and notes as he tossed them aside.

He went out to the kitchen as he spotted Chan in the living room. He was watching the news with a jevay frown.

Jeongin smiled as he went up to the older and started massaging Chan's shoulders.

Chan leaned a bit back as he glanced up at the younger with as smile on his face.

"Hi".

Jeongin smiled even more at the older's cuteness.

"I see that you're finally out of that room..how's studying going?" Chan asked he relaxed further in the younger's touch.

"I'm studying a lot and it's going just fine..though it is a bit especially since we haven't had our time together" Jeongin replied as he kissed the older's forehead. "How's work?".

"Stressful. I filled a restraining order against Lia and my parents. Work isn't much easier, I'm starting to wanting to quit..my assistant is shitty too" Chan complained as he stopped the younger's actions.

"Can we spend some quality time together?" Chan asked as he lifted Jeongin to sit on his lap.

Jeongin nodded in response as he cuddled up to the older.

It felt nice finally cuddling up with Chan after a long time. And he could clearly sense how stress relieving it is to cuddle up to the man he oh so love.

The silence was comfortable as they focused on being in each other embrace, liking the subtle feeling of being close to each other.

"I missed this.." Chan mumbled into the younger's ears as he nuzzled his face in Jeongin's neck.

Jeongin could only nod in agreement, he missed Chan so much during these past few months.

"Jeongin..have anyone contacted you recently?" Chan asked as he could sense the younger being tense.

"Lia have..you're parents has been relatively quiet...I blocked her number" Jeongin responded as went to face Chan fully, changing their position so that now his legs were on either side of Chan.

"I have an announcement to make...and I don't think you'd like it" Chan announced as he looked down.

Jeongin went quiet as he waited for the older to speak.

"I'm going on a business trip".