Addiction

39

Trying to keep the water warm.
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After getting cleaned a dressed they cuddled up on the couch with one blanket around both their bodies. Jeongin was placed in between Chan's legs as he leaned against the older's chest, while Chan was behind him keeping the boy as close as possible.

They had found a movie which they were pretty intrested in watching and ended up being a bit to invested in it.

As Chan looked away for a second to glance at a notification on his phone he couldn't help but to glance at the hickey he made on the younger. He started tracing his fingers across them as a smile spread across his face, completely ignoring the notifications he was getting, he was only focused on that little temporary detail on the younger.

When he swore he could shower the younger with all the love in the world he meant it. Jeongin has become such an important part of his life, so much that even thinking of letting him go hurts.

Eventually the younger noticed the sudden staring and the many sound of various different kind of notifications roaming through the room.

"Chan..someone is texting you" Jeongin spoke as he glanced at the phone, then at Chan who was of course already staring at him.

Jeongin felt heat rush to his cheeks as he made eye contact with the younger. He broke the eye contact for a few seconds to watch Chan's hand reaching for his phone and muting it.

"Shh~ this is a moment between us only..no one should dare to interrupt it" Chan responded as he kissed the younger softly, pulling him impossibly closer as they continued to shade the loving kiss.

Everything felt so right in the older's arms. Jeongin never felt insecure or belittled by the older, Chan would constantly reassure wether if he was okay or not. Said words and actions felt so euphoric to Jeongin. He had waited his whole life to call someone his and for someone to be the right person for him, and Chan was exactly that.

Whenever he would look into the older's eyes, all sorts of fireworks would explode in his stomach and heart, it felt like falling for him all over again like the first time they met. Jeongin just couldn't get enough of the older.

The moment felt so perfect and special that even if he wanted to word out all of his feelings to Chan, he couldn't. No words were enough to express how much he loved him.

As they pulled away for air Jeongin was quick to cuddle up to the older's chest, pulling the blanket above their heads as they went back to cuddling.

Chan couldn't help but actually giggle at the younger's actions, taking Jeongin off guard.

"Aish you're so cute~" Chan exclaimed as he pinched Jeongin's cheek softly.

Jeongin blushed as he hit his face in the older's neck, he was all shy because of the sudden action of the older.

The sound of a door opening and someone walking in was heard through out the living room, making both Jeongin and Chan frown.

"Did we expect guests?" Jeongin asked as Chan shook his head indicating 'no'.

The sound of footsteps neared the living room, only for a familiar face to presence around the corner.

Chan frowned as he watched the said person fully walk in.

"Lia, why you here?" Chan exclaimed a tiny bit as he lifted Jeongin off of him, and continued walking towards Lia.

"What? Of course I'm here, you're my soon to be husband anyways. I'm going to start living here" Lia explained as she smiled innocently at the older.

Jeongin widened his eyes as he observed their conversation.

"I thought I denied you're request of living here to finish you studies?!" Chan exclaimed as he frowned deeper.

"Isn't it normal for fiances to start living together? I'm not here for my studies, I dropped out so I could be a perfect wife and mother of our future children!" Lia spoke as she crossed her arms.

"Yes it's normal for fiances to live together, but me and you isn't going to  get married-".

"Ugh Chan, just understand, you're mom and dad had enough of you and you're 'oh I'm gay so I'm not marrying her' shit, that they have set their feet a on the ground and now you need to marry me" Lia explained as she mocked Chan's voice.

Chan stood in shock as he went to pick up his phone to see multiple messages from his parents and Lia, all saying that they have officially started planning out the wedding.

"Lia, you can't just show up at my door like I'm agreeing to all of this! Get out of my house, I don't want to have to call the security on you" Chan angrily exclaimed as he tossed his phone on the couch.

Lia didn't move a single step towards the door which turned Chan frustrated.

"Chan that's not how you treat a lady! Nor you're soon to be wife. We've made it clear that you're marrying Lia and that's it!" Chan's mother exclaimed as her and her husband came with a few backs, which Chan and Jeongin assumed was Lia's.

Chan scoffed in disbelief, shaking his head as he spoke.

"Can't you just accept I'm not going to marry her?!".

"No we can not. Cause you're purpose is to run the company and to become a father as soon you and Lia get married!" Chan's father yelled.

Jeongin couldn't help but to flinch at the stern and harsh voice, it reminded him of his own father who kept abusing his mother over and over again.

Memories of blocking his ears while his parents would constantly fight came back as more severe ones appeared aswell.

"This is ridiculous! Fuck all of you-" Chan was interrupted by his mother slapping him across his face.

"No you're ridiculous. Look who you have become! You're all tattooed up, piercings on your precious face, and you're gay?! All of that is unacceptable!" his mother angrily replied as she judged Chan.

Chan found himself holding himself back, anger ran in his veins as he the urge to punch his mother in the face became stronger and stronger.

"Hah! Says the one who doesn't even know her own son. I'm expressing myself and I'm doing what I like, you're a bad mother if you can't accept who I really am. All those years I've spend being in the closet just because I allowed you to shape, form and even control me! I am not going to agree to this wedding and I'm not going to wear this fucking ring!" Chan exclaimed as he threw the wedding ring his mother previously handed him to the ground.

"Chan! That costed 17K dollars, don't just throw it away like it's nothing!" Lia yelled as she desperately ran after the diamond ring.

Chan sighed as he grabbed Lia's arm.

"It's because it is nothing. You nor my parents could've spend a billion dollars on every single detail about that wedding and I would still say no or even better, not show up" Chan stated as he let go of Lia's arms and faced his parents.

"And you, you're dead to me. Stop trying to say what's best for me. you believe that me marrying someone I don't want to marry would make me successful and a good son. but in reality, loving who I want to actual love is the only thing that will make me succeed in life, cause real love is worth more than any diamond in this world".

"We can force you to marry who you want as long as you're not someone's fiancè already. You and Lia's wedding will be in a month, and you're going to break up with that useless boy right now-" Chan interrupted his mom.

He continued to turn around to look at Jeongin who were looking at all of them while observing their conversation, or to be exact..argument.

"Jeongin will you marry me?".