Addiction

7

Kids are still depressed when you dress them up.
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A loud voice echoed through the empty corridor, as footsteps got louder and clearer by each second. The younger turned around and spotted someone rather unfamiliar walk up to him.

"Hi I'm Park Tayler and I'm here to pick up" the man spoke. Jeongin and Hyunjin looked at each other, before turning their attention on the man in the black suit, who went by Tayler.

"Who..are you?" Jeongin managed to mutter out as he watched the man pull out an ID.

"I'm Chan's personal driver. He asked me to take him to you, so if you'll gladly follow me" Tayler continued speaking politely. Jeongin looked at the ID again for a good 10 seconds before finally stepping in, nodding, giving full consent to take him to Chan.

Though he couldn't help but to think Chan would hate him. He didn't want to try and hide the hickeys and instead wanted to be honest with the older, and also hoped the older would be understanding enough to understand why he chose Hyunjin.

Once he sat inside of the quite fancy car, the driver started driving. But Jeongin was busy being filled with guilt. he usually wouldn't get guilty nor regret having sex, but knowing he was on his way to his possible future lover shook him. He just hoped Chan would stay calm about it.

As the thoughts kept coming in and out of Jeongin's head, almost distracting him from the driver's words.

"We're here" Tayler spoke as he opened the door for Jeongin who smiled at him, giving him a small 'thank you' in response.

Tayler just smiled before walking away, knowing Jeongin knew the way up.

Jeongin sighed to himself as he stepped inside of the modern looking elevator.

"Fuck..I messed up".

........

"H-hello..Chan?" The younger called out for the older male after he had opened the door, poking his head in first, seeing Chan sitting on the couch.

He gulped once the older put his attention on him, feeling intimidated by the older's stare due to anxiety.

"Hey Jeongin...why are you so nervous?" The older asked as he stood up, walking towards Jeongin who still stood in the door frame.

Jeongin tried building up all of his courage to simply tell Chan what happened at school, but backed down once the older finally glanced at his neck.

Chan frowned as he didn't remember leaving any prominent hickeys on Jeongin, feeling slightly sad thinking Jeongin slept with someone else.

Of course he knew about Jeongin's sex addiction, and the countless people he's been sleeping with before. But he hoped Jeongin would start to come to him if he needed help, but also understood that, that couldn't be the case.

"S-sorry" was all that left the younger's mouth before he stepped back, ready to run of Chan kicked him out.

Everything that had happened during the night, to the hook up, and to now, was going through his head. processing his next words, as he expected Chan to just throw the door in his face.

"Jeongin-".

"Okay I know, I messed up really, really bad. But I promise, it was nothing, I felt nothing neither did Hyunjin. I really do feel guilty. I-i hope you don't hate, I know we're building up trust to each other, and here I am breaking it. Gosh I'm so, so, so sorry, just don't hate me pls" Jeongin practically begged as he explained everything to Chan, afraid something bad would happen. But Chan just stood frozen, completely shocked at the younger's explanation, processing the said worst.

"I was about to ask if you're were feeling alright...and if you needed something......" Chan spoke as he scratched the back of his neck.

Jeongin calmed down after he realized Chan didn't start yelling at him. He put on a relaxed smile.

"I-im alright now....why'd you call me?" Jeongin asked as wanted to change the subject as quick as possible.

"I wanted to know if you wanted to..cuddle...but I guess you were quite busy..." Chan spoke as he trailed of the last few words.

"Sorry, Chan I really am. It's been a bad day and-".

"No, I understand...." Chan spoke smiling at the other, wishing this conversation would soon be over.

"So you don't hate me?".

"No! Oh gods no..I was just surprised but that's it......do you want to cuddle?".

"Y-you want to cuddle? Although I just slept with someone else? You don't think I'm a slut? Or-" Chan interrupted him quickly by embracing him into a hug, wrapping his arms around him protectively.

"I would never think of you in such ways, especially after you opened up to me. I know you can't help it, and I want you to know that if you ever need something, call me up" Chan spoke as he rubbed circles around the younger's back.

Jeongin nodded as he rested his head on Chan's shoulder, inhaling the older's cologne as he immediately calm down.

"Cuddles?" Chan again asked making the younger giggle. but still nodded in agreement, as the older liften him, making Jeongin wrap his legs around the older's waist.

Chan placed Jeongin down on his bed and shortly after laid beside him, pulling the younger into his embrace, smiling at him as he kissed the younger's forehead.

"You're beautiful, so adorable and cute. How can such a pretty boy like you exist?" Chan asked as he attacked the younger with love and affectionate words, leaving Jeongin to feel extremely adored.

"You're such a drug to me....everytime I'm in you're arms I want you to kiss me, I want you to do all sort of either sinful or cute things towards me, like an actual drug" Jeongin spoke, cuddling closer to the quite flustered older.

Chan continued to smile as he slowly placed a soft kiss on the younger's lips, just like the younger wanted him too.

"You're so naughty and dirty...turning sweet and innocent moments into sexual tension, I'm gonna punish you for that".