Addiction

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And it's all fun and games.
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The warm water hit the younger's skin as he let out a relaxed hum, the older's hands traveled through his body, mainly cleaning him up but also for pure comfort.

Jeongin laid his head back a bit as he glanced at Chan. He knew the older held himself back, and he really appreciated that, but he wanted Chab to still be comfortable with touching him. He knew Chan hesitated to approach the younger even though he wasn't planning on any sexual interaction between them. And he really appreciated that Chan was so slow with him after what happened at the club.

It would be a huge lie if Jeongin said he never thought of what happened, the poor would constantly let himself down no matter how many praises he got from Chan. He was back to stage 1.

Everything felt like his past again..it felt like the urges to consume drugs, drink alcohol and even get railed rose in him..the said thought were interrupted when Chan spoke.

"I know it's hard..but I think you should consider thera-".

"No" Jeongin replied quickly as he cut of the older.

Chan sighed as he stopped for a second, wrapping his arms around the younger's waist as he rested his chin in his shoulder.

"Chan..fuck...pls touch me" Jeongin whined a little as he felt the need to br touched rise in him.

"A-are you sure i-".

"Chan listen, I love you and will always trust you with my life. I don't want you to hesitate to approach me or touch me. I wanna go back to his it was before that shit happened at the club, and I do believe that I'm ready to give it a try..it's find if you're not up to it..but it would be nice" Jeongin spoke smiling so their eyes met.

He could see how much Chan wanted to touch him and claim him again but he felt scared. Maybe he would feel better approaching the younger if they tried..

It didn't take one second before Chan's lips were on the younger's, it was filled with a soft passion as Chan continued to back Jeongin up against the wall.

A small moan escaped Jeongin parted lips as Chan caressed his nipple.

The water was soon turned off and they ended up on the bed, sexual tension in each other eyes as Chan hovered over him.

"Baby..tell me if it hurts okay? Are you sure you still up for this?" Chan asked as he earned a nodding younger in the process.

They were quick to start kissing again, the soft pleasure ran through both their bodies as they started grinding.

The familiar pleasure rose in the younger as he struggled to keep in his on coming moans.

His mind was clouded as all he focused on was the way Chan's lips traveled from his lips to his neck were he was quick to suck on, letting the younger squirm a bit under him as he needed to get used to the familiar pleasure again.

The silence between them kept breaking once in awhile when Chan would move from spot to spot eventually finding his sweet spot.

"C-chan-" Jeongin interrupted himself with a loud moan, Chan finally stopping to take a look at the younger.

"Want to stop?" Chan asked as he raise his brows a little in curiosity.

Jeongin smiled and shook his head. He really loved that Chan was more than careful with him, especially knowing that Chan has been holding it in for long.

It would be a huge lie to deny the fact he didn't catch Chan palming himself, or just jerking off in general while Jeongin was supposedly sleeping soundly next to him.

"Continue~" Jeongin whined as he grabbed Chan and pulled him in for a kiss.

Taking the older off guard, Jeongin ended up hovering over Chan, softly grinding to create a better friction between them.

Chan threw his head back as they pulled away from the kiss, gripping Jeongin's waist guiding him to move.

"Babe~ lube is inside of the drawer" Chan groaned as tried to steady himself.

The younger immediately grabbed on to the drawer to pull out the lube, he opened the cap and handed it to Chan who gladly accepted it.

The older squeezed some on his finger and laid Jeongin down. He gently pushed one in, noticing the small his coming from the younger.

Jeongin has grown more sensitive to touch and Chan knew he had to hold himself back from letting his kinky side out, knowing it's way to early for that.

Chan placed a nice and soft kiss on the younger's lips trying to distract him as he moved his finger. Small whines and hiss turned into moans and begs as Jeongin held onto Chan like his life depended on it.

And in the matter of only a minute Chan had three fingers inside the younger, with him being a mess under him.

"F-fuck..me" Jeongin moaned out as he felt a perfect amount of pleasure wave through his body, making him feel relieved.

"Sure my baby".

With that Chan pulled out his finger and lubed himself. He kissed the younger as he positioned himself, slowly entering stopping midway for Jeongin to adjust.

"You're so tight~" Chan groaned at the rather new feeling.

Jeongin was already tight to begin with but after all that happened they just haven't had time for sex making it feel rather unfamiliar to enter the younger.

A few minutes passed making Jeongin look up at Chan in approval to enter further and to start moving.

Chan did exactly that, looking at the younger to make sure he wasn't causing any sort of pain. He began moving in a slow and steady pace, making the younger cling to him.

Jeongin felt more waves of pleasure run through his body as Chan started to trust faster yet still pretty steady.

"You're so pretty" Chan praised as he pecked his fiance's lips, which turned heated in just a matter of seconds.

Moans filled the room once Jeongin had gotten used to it all, Chan trust faster as now the sound of skin slapping echoed through the room. Jeongin clung onto Chan as he tried leavin hickeys on the older's neck, gavin up after only creating a pair of small yet visible hickey.

The cooling temperature was long gone as it rose only in only a short period of time. The bed was wet from sweat and once wet bodies.

A specific spot made Jeongin scream and throw his head back as the overwhelming pleasure sent him over the edge, well almost, he tried keeping in his own orgasm for Chan to come around knowing that the older always loved to leave him hanging.

"C-han cant hold-" he once again interrupted himself as he came only in a short period of time, making Chan chuckle as he moved the younger's legs to his shoulder, to be able to reach deeper into the younger.

A short moment after that Chan came inside the younger, Jeongin letting out a satisfied hum at the feeling of being filled up.

Chan went to pull out but Jeongin stopped him, sending him a knowing look making Chan nod with a soft smile.

"You did so well".
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I was originally planning on uploading this yesterday before I went to bed, but something came up so yeah-.

I decided to spend the rest of the night working on a new book which I've talked about before. I'll update you when I'll publish the first chapter♡.