Addiction

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I'm sick of all the games I have to play.
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"Felix?" Jeongin asked as the older picked up the phone.

A small groan came from the older as the sound of shifting was heard.

"Sorry..I just woke up" Felix stated with an unusual deeper voice, which lowkey scared the younger.

But it wasn't time for Jeongin to think about Felix deep voice. He needed to know who Jacob is.

"So-".

"How do you know Jacob?" Felix asked as he interrupted the younger. He sounded worried and serious when mentioning the guy's name, and it kinda scared Jeongin.

"Seungmin he-".

"Where's Seungmin? Is he with you? Tell me his with you!" Felix spoke quickly as he voice faded a bit, probably doing something.

Jeongin thought really hard. He couldn't understand the bad about this guy, why was the older so serious?

"Felix..listen to me..I want an explanation, who is Jacob and why did Hyunjin say he called out his name when they kissed?!" Jeongin spoke as he tried sounding serious, but he was rather worried than scared.

A heavy sigh was heard from the other line.

"I can't tell you anything regarding this guy, it's Seungmin's job to do..his just a bad guy..now where is Seungmin?" Felix answered as his voice seemed to have gotten louder.

"At Hyunjin's place..I'll go there with you".

..........

"Seungmin!" Hyunjin exclaimed loudly as he saw the crying boy on the ground, and the glass table shattered into pieces.

Hyunjin didn't know what looked worse, his crying boyfriend or his newly ruined table and floor.

He snapped out of it as he watched the younger grab on to one of the pieces, like he was protecting himself from something.

"Seungmin?..please put that down, you're gonna get injured" Hyunjin spoke softly and tried his best to be cautious with his movements.

He found this situation somewhat familiar, the only difference is that Hyunjin was the one viewing this from afar.

The fear evident on the younger's face was enough prove that there was something going on beneath the surface he usually saw.

He stepped close as he muttered apologies over and over again. The guilt that trapped him from freaking out on Seungmin a few moments ago felt too strong for his liking.

"It's going to be just fine okay? I'm so sorry, I'm at wrong here..I shouldn't have snapped...I know you ar win a state where everything seems cloudy and blurry, you feel numb and powerless. But it's only for a few more minutes okay? Let's handle this together" Hyunjin spoke as he tried to handle this in the right way.

He didn't want to snap or to look angry at the younger anymore, nor call him a cry baby like his mother used to do.

"Jacob" Seungmin finally managed to get out as he dropped the rather big piece of broken class, his hands were bleeding from how tightly he held the sharp object, probably leaving a scar in the future.

"Hurt..Seungmin" Seungmin managed to mutter out more words.

Hyunjin thought for few seconds. He didn't know how to feel when he called that guy's name again, and it only mad eit worse once Seungmin continued.

"Tries..k-kill".

"Jacob..Hurt..Seungmin..did Jacob hurt you?" Hyunjin asked cautiously, watching the younger nod in reply as he kept his head down.

A knock was heard on the front door, making Hyunjin turn to it as it opened. Revealing Jeongin and a unfamiliar guy.

Hyunjin's first intention was to stand up and protect Seungmin. He assumed the guy was Jacob, and wasn't the happiest seeing the smaller in his apartment nor with Jeongin.

"Jinnie it's okay...let him..let's go talk..just you and I okay?" Jeongin stated as he pulled the older out of the way, towards the bedroom as he sat the confused older down.

Hyunjin wasn't happy that he had to leave Seungmin with someone he didn't know nor recognize, afraid that the said person would hurt him.

"Hyunjin I know you're worried, but Felix is a nice guy..we have to focus on you calming down, I know that this situation may hit close to home" Jeongin as stated further as he pulled the older into his embrace, letting him  use his shoulder as a tissue.

"Everything is all over the place..i-i don't know what to do anymore" Hyunjin softly cried out into the younger's shoulder as he gribbed Jeongin's t-shirt.

Hyunjin himself couldn't help bit to break down knowing he was the reason why Seungmin broke down.

He wasn't ready for his past the flash through his own eyes.