The Diary of the Butterfly

Over Him

Over Him

I have stopped praying,

And I don't plan to start again any time soon.

I'm not listening for the word of God any more,

Because God didn't listen for my words all the times I called.

I don't even think I believe in Him anymore,

Because what is the point of a savior if He's picky about whose pain He hauls?

I'll be fine without Him,

I've been living without Him all my life.

So, I'll be okay,

Every time I think about Him,

I'll remember that He didn't think about me when I needed Him,

When I was in pain.

Whenever I think I need Him, I'll remember He has never been there for me,

And I'll get over Him,

Just like He's been over me. 

TionaH🦋